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June 27, 2019

Is there anyone else who has looked and watched the torture interrogation scene in the movie Zero Dark Thirty, and not questioned it?  Doesn’t it go on a bit too long?  Doesn’t it look too ineffective?  Doesn’t it look like there is a better way?

The way the actress Maya reacts to the beating and torturing of the detainee is pretty accurate as to how I would respond, I would have responded, I see it.  I would have stood back and been not very responsive, it wouldn’t have upset me, dispassionate, as I was processing what was taking place.  The line of dialogue of wearing her best clothes to an interrogation is a job interview, this would have been me at my job interview at Hilton.  You don’t see people the way I see them.

When my mother and I drove the Autobahn, they drove past us with photographs of terrorists and men in their vehicles and cars, it did not bother, nor upset me.  Why would it?  I’ve done nothing wrong; they have.  My mother, who had already been in her car accident, was upset by it.  They had already hit and hurt her brain.  When they had no idea who she really was.  How many people get to be Mexican vanilla in their lifetime?

Maya, is this the way the name is spelled in the script?  If so, it is to reference Mexico, and the work my mother and I did while I was just a child.  Maya, code:  My, A, my Alpha, it is not a dog.  It is meant to show, my number one, my lead person, my got-to person, the one I trust.  My father also took Greek in Oregon when he was going to seminary school.  He was learning Greek, and I asked him to teach me the language.  He taught me the alphabet, alpha.  I have always thought learning languages the most fun.  I enjoy it.

Alpha could also reference the line of dialogue, unleash the hounds of hell, from the movie, Gladiator.  Why any man or person would want to show and display me, as working with me, as a dog they have on a leash and walk around, I have no idea.  I have no idea why anyone would display such a thing.  To me you just look stupid.  Do you actually think you can make other people who have had knowledge of the work I’ve done already believe I am another man’s dog on a leash?  You look stupid.  You look stupid to them too.  Who is it you think you are dealing with?  You just look stupid to me.  And to others, that is not a way to earn respect, or trust, or intelligence.

The character Jessica is also me; this was me in college, I had those bangs.  I remember sitting outside Joffrey’s coffee shop by the movie theaters, having coffee and smoking cigarettes.  I had not yet eaten for the day with any solid food.  They watched and knew I only ate real food about once a day, and I should not have been maintaining my weight, or been the size I was with the food I was consuming.

So, that tells them you were manipulating my food purchases, and they did not want that.  It is the reason Maya is a thin actress, it has nothing to do with her hair color, it is the measurements of her body.  They’ve read it on me, I’ve written about this, I’ve spoken to people about this, I’ve always seen myself in my mind as a thin woman.  It shows interference and manipulation on my body that can be seen without really looking.  THAT’S WHY, there is war all over my windows and door.

If the character Jessica was named so in the original script, it means, Jessica Rabbit, from formerly named Pleasure Island at the now named Downtown Disney in Orlando, Florida.  It is referencing my mother, my mother took us to Pleasure Island sometime in the early nineties, the answers to that, are dead because my mother is dead.

Let me interrupt my own writing to tell you this notion that has been going on for so many years, of me as a red-headed woman, being a temper-filled woman has been making me most upset and angry.  It is incorrect.  I’ve dyed my hair red before, and been a brunette, those times have passed.  I am a stylish woman; it means nothing more.  To me it looks like you cannot understand why a woman would want to change her hair.  Then, I guess you are not a person that is able to understand fashion and trends.  There is a difference.

I am Scandinavian, I have Scandinavian coloring, I am not a dark-skinned woman with dark skin facial problems; I am Scandinavian.  Why have you been lying to people with my face, with the facial products I must buy to counteract the problems you’ve placed on my face?  Do you think they haven’t gone through my trash, or watched me and realized how often I must wax?  It is a problem.  It is an intelligence problem; it creates problems for intelligence that do not need to happen.

When they brought the real Hannibal Lecter to me at my work, he wanted to work me.  He wanted to be difficult.  He was.  He wanted to out-think me, he couldn’t.  Why do you think my interrogations are more effective than torture?  Do you think torture is better?  Or have you never seen the results before of what I’ve done nearly all my life?

What is a mirror?  If you are a smart person, if you are a smart man, and you see your mirror, if you see how other people actually see you; how does that make you feel and how does that change the perception of who you think you are?

The real Hannibal Lecter believed the movie version of himself in the movie Silence of The Lambs.  That is not who he really is, and it NEVER was.  He doesn’t fit the profile, does he?  A doctor, a medical doctor who has been sworn to treat those who are sick; suddenly, becomes a man who kills men and women?

How is this possible?  How does this make sense to anyone?  He listened to me.  Very carefully, very closely.  He learned he was never a murderer.  It has been shown to me he then accepted Jesus Christ as his savior, to redeem himself for his crimes and what he has done.  Do you know how many other people and prisoners he has since brought to Christianity, had people say the Sinner’s Prayer, and become Christians?  I don’t know the exact number it is a lot, he does it now every day.  He has learned it feels better to do good, rather than evil and wickedness.

There is a movement now going on within prisons, looks like around the world because I planted a – garden.  A garden I wrote and said was meant to bring peace, happiness, protection, safe-guarding, and an end to the sexual abuse of children, an end to the perpetuation of sexual abuse begetting sexual abuse.

These prisoners don’t want to stop talking about it.  THAT’S A GOOD THING!  What else will happen in their minds, in their brains, in their thought processes, in the decisions, IF THEY CONTINUE THINKING ABOUT BRINGING ABOUT GOOD TO THE WORLD AND PEOPLE?!  More things than I can list in a page.  Let them plant, if only in their mind, let them think, perhaps they might re-think using rape within prison.  Perhaps they will think better of their own penis not BEING WORTHY of entering another man.  You are or are you not a better man, you entered another man, or you let another man – mouth you.  Is he really a man worth you?  Another prisoner?  Really?  Then, you are not such a tough guy, you are not really a man, you are just another sexual pervert, and nothing more in my eyes.  How does that feel?

This man who followed me to Atlanta, that I saw near a coffee shop wanted to show me what a mean motherfucker he really was because I wrote he was a military failure in my eyes.  He beat me around, he bullied me, he tormented my head and brain, he roughed me up, he hurt me and hurt me for a few days.  Then, it was my turn.

All I did was talk to him.  All I did was show him who he really was in the eyes of the men he had helped, these terrorists, he has shown allegiances to.  I talked to him.  It so happens, he is a smart man after all.  Do you want to know what he looked like to these men he helped kill Americans?

To them, he was nothing more than a man with – low self-esteem.  This big-time man who helped terrorists kill Americans and others was nothing more than a man-boy who had low self-esteem and they used it on him.  A man-boy who think his own country of origin was not of any interest.  He failed to realize America is of great interest to EVERY nation around the world.  I told him God chose him to be born.  I told him God chose him to be born, meaning he didn’t have to be born, he didn’t have to be alive, but he was alive because GOD chose for him to be alive.

God chose him to be born, God chose him to be born in America.  God chose.  Was he or was he not a holy man?  Did he or did he not believe in God?  If you believe in God, then do you think you are better than God?  That you know more than God?!

I told him these men because I see it from their mind’s eye believed he was nothing more than a weak American with low self-esteem who did not think himself worthy of his own family, his own country, and they manipulated him with that information, with that read on him.

He loves me now.  This man who beat me up, loves me truly now.  I did nothing more than talk to him and show him who he is to the people he thought loved him more.

Are you a man, or are you not?  Are you a real man, or are you not?  Are you a holy man, a God filled man, or are you not?  Do you want to be a man with a great erection, balls and all, or do you want to be seen as a coward, a weakling, a simpleton, and a man useful only to be MANIPULATED!

Smarten up, or they will kill you.

How many people were involved in beating me up at work, I do not know?  It might not have just been him.  I am not a pushover.  The fact that I am unwilling to relinquish my war at present due to my present weight of my body tells you so, if you have not been paying attention to me until now.  However, I do know that what is unnecessary is just that, unnecessary.

I did not have to break this man, I did not break his spirit, I did not break his soul, I did not ask him to bow, I did not ask of him anything other to see himself for who is truly is, and to some people that is pretty fucking scary.

Do you know the only reason for the line of dialogue in the movie, A Few Good Men, swear at the Marines, is just to show that some people could not understand and misinterpreted my swearing?  My mother did not like swearing.  It was uncouth, and uncultured, and not very religious in her mind.  If you visit another person’s house and home, and in their home, they remove their shoes at the door, do you wear your shoes in their home?  Or do you remove them because it is their home?  You remove them.  I remove them.  Why wouldn’t you, it is only polite and nothing more.  If you remove your shoes at another person’s house, does it mean you wear shoes in your own home, or not?  It is really not that difficult.  It really is that simple, and to allow such ignorant thinking otherwise, is a tell on them and not on me.  THAT’S WHY, I am in the movie.

Do you really think the purpose of putting the torture interrogation scene in Zero Dark Thirty is only to show how we interrogate, or do you think it has a message that should be read?  Because I believe there is more meaning than what the actions show.

Dude, you shit your pants, this line of dialogue, from the movie Zero Dark Thirty, was actually spoken to me when I worked at Dillard’s when a black woman was arrested in the store who had shit allegedly in the women’s fitting rooms.

What purpose do you think we would have for showing a detainee being made to wear a dog collar, shoved into a box while he shouts the names of the week?  Do you think it is just to show how to break a man?  How we break a man?  I believe this is that meanest son of a bitch Russian agent that I brought to the US because of the skills I had as a child and he is a reader and wanted to see me, and turned, turned for good, and has been as loyal to the US, not as a dog, as a man, but loyal because of what he saw in me.

Do not allow yourselves to be caught up in foolishness and hatred for people.  The days of the week are probably just my cats, Thursday, Friday, Sundae, Tuesday.  They’ve used my cats to hurt my cats, these would be my neighbor’s, Americans, hurt my own cats because – they are dumb, and thought me and my family were not that important.  It is the reason for the line of dialogue in Zero Dark Thirty about the house not being very interesting.

They’ve run over my cat Mouse, they’ve given Sundae cancer, they hurt my Bear, my Babee Bear with a swelling of his eye, just like they had the dog bite me, he was in pain most of his life just because he belonged to me.  Do not repeat your mistakes.

Do you know the reason for the dialogue in Zero dark Thirty about not wanting to be tortured again, ask me anything, is most likely, me, talking to a man on the phone at my work, could be at a meet, and asked to talk to me on the phone before they discuss things, and because I was courteous, kind, thoughtful, mannerly, respectful, meaningful, knowledgeable, and sincere, our own intelligence received intelligence because I was just myself?  Why would I wish to speak to another human being as such unless there was more to them, than they knew?

David is Joe in the movie Zero Dark Thirty about being blamed for the 9/11 attacks.  Because Cherith was so sad and distraught that David was gone.  I’m so sorry, Maya says because Cherith loved David, sincerely, it doesn’t go away.  Why would I ever want nothing less than David to be the most blissfully happy.  I loved him.  I wanted him to be happy.  I wanted him to be loved.  I wanted him to never be hurt, I still don’t want him hurt, or unloved, or unhappy.  I loved him.  Truly.  Sincerely.

Obviously just any man will not do for Cherith.  David, they wanted me to see that you were not worthy of me because you chose Brianna as your girlfriend.  Brianna only thinks of herself.  The very reason she is still trying to get back together with you is because she is only thinking of herself.  Me, me, me, gimme, gimme, gimme, she only thinks of herself.  They saw it, they read it, looks like they may have slowed plans just because they read you were with a woman who only thought of herself.  However, this is worse, you have been with two women now who actually like to hurt – other women.  That is not me.

Both Brianna and Courtney are women who like to hurt other women.  It’s repulsive to me.  It is very close to abuse.  Worse, if there has been any person who work with me who get sexually aroused because they see bruises on me, or see me hurt, or see me in pain.  Sexually aroused?  That is the same as getting sexually aroused by sexual abuse.  It is the same as a sexual predator.  The only way they are able to get aroused is by sexually abusing another.  These people should be removed at once!

I am not a person that gets aroused, sexually aroused by seeing abuse, hearing abuse, or turned on in any way by seeing harm done to people.  That’s gross.  That’s sickness.  That is a weakness people will manipulate.

Do you know David that what appeared to be Courtney was placed in front of me while I was driving, I believe it was at a gas station in a bikini and cover-up, and when I noticed it was her, appeared to make herself known as, yeah, she’s sees me, as though Courtney was aroused by me and that is why she was wearing a bikini?  I thought to myself, what the hell is she doing?  I remember looking behind me in my car as if to say, are you getting this?  What is her problem?  Because I loved David, and he is a man, and has a man’s body, I would therefore, really like women and women’s bodies?!  That is the dumbest thing someone could think of!  Idiocy.

Anyone who has seen me and David together and seen David and I stare into each other’s eyes, would know that could never be true.  And, they have seen David and I together.  You’ve probably had intelligence killed just because you were that stupid!  Not me.

She’s going to bleed out, from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, has always bothered me.  It is most disrespectful.  Why would an American solider say that, let alone put it in a movie?  She’s going to bleed out, code: She’s, Sherlock, Going, Gayle, my mother, to, her cat Tuesday, US elections are held on Tuesday’s, Bleed Out, Barack Obama.

Since this movie was released after my surgery it means people believed the person’s responsible for my surgery were connected to my employment at Disney and terrorists.  I have no idea if they have since actually caught the people responsible.  However, the facts remain, I’ve had a hysterectomy, and my mother is dead.  This is a very bad, a very bad thing.

It means people responsible for creating the “cysts” that had to be removed had to have in and out access into my home, meaning they lived nearby.  Also, they would have watched my purchases and been able to access the grocery store, I always shopped at Publix.  This is not a good.  How was this allowed to happen?  When is someone finally going to do something about this, and stop it from ever happening again?

There is a difference between criminal activity and behaviors and brain research.  Criminal activity and behavior are taught, criminals can teach themselves not to be criminals.  Babies do not come out of the womb, as evil or criminal, it is a learned behavior.

Brain research is altering a person’s brain, creating brain decision making that is not really of their own free will.  It gives the perception that did it alone; however, hasn’t that proven to not be true?  How did my boy do anyway?  It is almost too difficult to believe, isn’t it?  It is more than just a shake-up in the criminal justice system.  If I am correct, and I believe I am, then it changes a lot of perceptions, attitudes, and possibilities.

This scene in Sherlock where Sherlock says, full of thoughtful precautions, as Sherlock then pulls the phone out of his own pocket, do you know what this is?  This is an employer offering me a job as I moved to Plant City with my family.  I declined, I said no.  I do not just trust everybody; I do not just trust every person.  This was August 1992.

Do you know what that means?  The Prime Minister of England probably trusted someone, I did not.  There wasn’t any reason I should say no.  I needed money, I needed a job, I was out of work; however, I couldn’t give it to him.  There was just a little something in the back of my mind I could not agree with.  I probably saved lives, by saying no, yet again.

I believe you still have no idea how important, powerful, scary, and in demand I am to them.

Do you know the only reason they talk about Winston Churchill in the movie, The Remains of The Day?  Winston Churchill, WC, code: water closet.  Meaning the brain research, they (UK, US) witnessed and saw in my brother, and witnessed that I stopped.

This is really just barely scratching the surface of the movie Zero Dark Thirty.  And, I wonder if this is really of any interest to anyone.

Why did no one care enough to stop them from giving me a hysterectomy?

I am Zero Dark Thirty, and you let them cut me, take life from me, take away my insides, and kill my mother.  That is a great shame upon America.

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June 27, 2019

I am writing this quickly as fast as I am able because it looks like you will need this today.  A Few Good Men is about my family.  This would take me several days or longer to write it all out in detail, and details that I see and know; however, the most important facts and details in this movie are about brain research being used, homosexuality, and the abuse of power.

Santiago was asking to be transferred, this is about several things.  My mother was supposed to have her career changed in Gresham, Oregon, I’ve written this several times.  She was unhappy, and she was important to people, most of you have been completely unaware about that.  She was important to more powerful people than locals have been aware about.

Santiago was asking to be transferred is also referring to my mother being worried, concerned, and knowing something was wrong here in Florida.  The people she spoke with, her job, I’ve seen it on her face at the time and now.  Some of it is double agents manipulating, and some of it is simple folks thinking my mother’s concerns were not serious because they had no idea my mother was Mexican vanilla before they ever had a career.

Lt. Daniel Kaffee, this is the lawyer in my mother’s car accident.  I told you he liked me.  Lt. Cdr. Joanne Galloway is me, obviously.  Of course, I outranked him.  Harold is an unusual name.  It stands out to me, it tells me if the script actually had him written in as a black man, this is about the intelligence speaking I did at the break-dancing in a high school in Portland, Oregon.

If you build it, they will come from the movie, Field of Dreams, this is about the Russian agent I brought over, it is in the movie, and turned for good.  It is to reference the birds and the bees talk my intelligence father had with me on a horse.  It is also in the movie, The Remains of the Day.

Lt Col. Matthew Andrew Markinson this is also, me.  Counterintelligence, this is me, this is what I have also done all my life.  Anyone could be Markinson and you wouldn’t know it because that is referring to brain-speaking.

Who ordered the code red?  Don’t follow this, it will lead you nowhere.  Code in this movie, A Few Good Men, don’t follow it, it will lead you nowhere.  Marines in this movie, don’t follow it, it will lead you nowhere.  It is not simply about the Marines.

Code red is simply meant to convey, family, blood relatives, and married relatives, family.

There is more than one code red in the movie, one order being – it appears this was discovered in Gresham, Oregon, I’ve already written about this that we were moved to Oregon because they did not want my homosexual brother, grotesque and disgusting, this dialogue in Col. Nathan R. Jessup’s courtroom dialogue is about people who did not like homosexuals, especially in the military, they don’t talk about it at parties, this dialogue is referring to this being acceptable behavior and thinking in superior officers in the military about not having gays in the military.

It also means because they use the word touch too often in the movie that someone in intelligence paid a man to sexually abuse my brother in a public bathroom.  And, people who had discovered this wanted this person to not be allowed to continue.  Did they stop at just my brother, or had they done this to other people?  It is a way to perpetuate a thinking that the only reason people are gay is because they have been sexually abused in their life.  It is untrue.  Are there really no gay people who have never been abused in their life?  None at all?  Every person who is gay has been sexually abused in their life?

It appears another order, I’ve already written about this, they purposefully planned the car accident on my mother – to hurt her.  It is difficult for me to understand the reasoning or thinking behind such thinking and behavior.  Just to hurt her.  Just to get her name in paperwork in the system with no consideration to the cost of the damage it would do for the rest of her life.  My mother and father never took the deal.  They offered money and my parents never took it.

Fired a shot over the wall in the movie, just means I quit my job at JC Penny to live with my fiancé.  It’s the reason for the line of dialogue of no street smarts to Joanna, its ignorant thinking.  Jessup says it in his courtroom dialogue, not intelligent, educated but not intelligent.

Joanna is for named for my maternal grandmother who had already died of a stroke AFTER we moved to Florida.  My middle name Joelle my mother named me after her mother, Johanna.  She went by the name, Jo.

I would have to go through line by line in the courtroom scene to write it all when the line is me and when it is about other men.  You want me on that wall, you need me on that wall, that’s me.  Obviously.  Already proven time and time again.

You, Lt. Weinberg, this is meant to reference my time in Germany, at Dachau.  Pay no attention to the tone the actor says the line, it is just the location, nothing more.

You weep for Santiago and curse the marines, this just tells me this man – at this line of dialogue, had no understanding of brain-speaking and he was a high-ranking officer, luxury.  You use them as a punch line, also, unable to understand how Cherith uses laughter to help people, save people, turn people for good.  Because laughing feels better than being tortured.

Grotesque and incomprehensible to you, saves lives, Cherith saves lives.  You have the luxury of not knowing what Cherith knows and has already done, this is meant to tell another man, probably another man, you have no idea who and what Cherith has done.  You are allowing her appearance to be all you see.

Is it the chihuahua on the duvet, from the movie, Leap Year?  Do not listen to the inflection or tone the actor says the line.  Of course, you are going to take your pets with you if there is an emergency; however, if your life is in immediate danger, with no time, the only thing you take with you, is your head, your brain, your person is the body that houses, your brain.

I have neither the time nor the inclination this part of the speech is about brain research.  No one has had any idea brain research has been used on people.  Brain research is not the same as manipulation.  Brain research is changing a person’s behavior’s like killing people, or sexually abusing people.  Brain research has never been used on me because it has never changed my behavior.

Brain research was used on my brother, I stopped it, it went away, it can never return because I stopped it.  It was read on my brother.  It was read on my brother in Gresham, Oregon that he was no longer under the influence of brain research.  They gave my brother pre-mature baldness on him, acne was probably a side effect of what they used and giving my brother baldness was not a good sign, this would have been done by subversives.  They panicked and got us moved to Florida.

I have neither the time nor the inclination, until, either way I don’t give a damn what you think you are entitled to, this is all me in this dialogue.  Either way I don’t give a damn what you think you are entitled to, this is more than me, this is men and probably women also, defending the correct handling of my brain-speaking.  Meaning women weren’t allowed to brain-speak.

I could write more.  I just need to stop for a moment.  There are only so many hours in the day.

This is been displayed on a woman at work, it is being done just to cause dissention and upset between countries.  There is a woman at work who wears khaki shorts, it is meant to show there are people in Britain, through a television show because I have said repeatedly, I love those guys, that people think my body is disgusting and cellulite covered legs and bottom.  That I am so gross to look at I should never wear shorts.  What a mean thing to do just to cause dissention, something else Cherith doesn’t do.

Thighs the size of tree trunks, from the movie, Love Actually is just referring to a photo of me in my backyard in my former home.  I was standing near trees, and I was most unhappy, and my countenance looked different because of my relationship with my former fiancé.  He was obviously, not a good look on me.  Not a nice guy.

Santiago is not my brother.  Santiago is an agent who ordered, allowed a person to sexually abuse my brother, I would never agree to such an order – ever.

My brother is seen in Pfc. Louden Downey at the time the movie was released and a few years prior to that.  I would need more time to brain-think through the reason he is found guilty as Downey.  It could just be the brain research that happened on my brother before I stopped it in him.

The relationships you have with people, you wear on your person, it can be read.  How they treat you, how you feel about them, how they make you feel in return, reads all over your person.  It is important that people are with a person that will allow you to feel loved in return.

Love changes people for the good, for better, for the betterment of humanity.

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June 27, 2019

This cannot wait.  I had thought about this earlier today and I cannot wait any longer to write about it – that means IT’S BAD!

I want every single person responsible for the contamination of my products, most specifically my mugs, arrested – IMMEDIATELY!  ASAP!  AS FAST AS POSSIBLE!

Specifically, in regard to the coffee mugs and cups I purchased at IKEA.  It means there is a threat – IMMEDIATE – as soon as this is written, to the Swedish Royal family.

I want every person arrested for what they have done to my dresser that my photo albums are in arrested and sent to jail.  This was displayed at work, at workstation 3, 3.  That is someone trying to place blame on me and other persons when they themselves are the killers.  I want them sent to jail!

Brianna needs to be picked up, booked, arrested, and jailed for what she has done to me.  From her mind’s eye, she is not going to make it.  Should I not have written that?  Or, should I warn you, to prevent it from happening?

Every coffee mug I own now has been contaminated.  People will die just because THAT IS THE TRUTH!

You need to know, that NO ONE, NOT ONE PERSON should be allowed in any way while I am at work to interfere with my path, my work, change anything I do, where I park my car, anymore!  It is going to continue to create problems.  100%.

The Swedish Royal family was in the building at IKEA, on the day I went to my interview.  On the same day I was helping them (U.S.) in the fight.  This needs immediate attention!

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June 26, 2019

There is a man lying dead on the ground from a head wound from Sherlock, what is the result?  Did anyone notice his head?  What was on the dead man’s head?  What was the dead man wearing?  Was it a navy colored, knit hat?  Do you think it is just a color?  Or a hat?  What do you think it is?  Why is it navy in color?  Why is it a knit hat?

What is an equation?  One plus one equals the number two.  1 + 1 = 2.  That is an equation.  What is another word for describing an equation?  What is the result.  What is a symbol used in a gay community?  An equal sign?  The symbol =.

So, what is the result, what is the consequence, what is the reason there is a dead man lying on the ground?  What is the result that happens over and over again when Cherith is not handled properly, correctly, in a brain manner?

Sherlock you weren’t answering your doorbell again from Sherlock, meaning Cherith had days off from work, and you people couldn’t manage the demand for me, and you still can’t.  You still haven’t utilized me to the best of yours and my ability.

The color navy for the hat means, inaudible in a military fashion.  The reason it is a knit hat as well, would be referring to the movie, The Usual Suspects, and Keyser Soze, and/as Verbal Kint, knit.  The attack is from more than one source.  There is a prison community that works with Cherith, that likes Cherith because of that it places other people in harm’s way when you do something as stupid as giving her a bad review at her employment.  Or, giving her mother yet another stroke for Cherith to suffer through.  And many others.

The result of the dead man lying on the ground is also referring to the celebrity deaths that have been happening for decades unnoticed because you haven’t worked me in an official manner where I could have assisted earlier and prevented since the time I was a teen-ager.

Do you understand that at all?  Do you understand the importance at all of why Cherith has been screaming to stop celebrities from telling me what to do at my employments?  From telling me what to do?  How to dress, what to buy, where to shop, and so on?  It places them in danger, not me.  It places them in danger and real celebrities have really died in the process.  I don’t do that.  I won’t have that.  THAT’S WHY!

It is not the same as a celebrity having a conversation with me; however, beware there are other people watching also.  Do you get it yet?  Celebrities have died because of the harm they’ve done to my mother and family.

The danger is here.  The danger is stateside.  The danger is within our own borders.  The danger has been subversives, double agents working against the United States.  THAT’S WHY I haven’t been employed in an official governmental manner.

It is not a good thing you have a hidden camera in my personal civic that can be utilized to see from behind, or the back end, or rear end of my civic.  It tells me you have and had spies, double agents in The White House.  I would not let that continue in any way, including in my personal vehicle.  You have no idea what message that sends to people who like to do bad things if they in anyway get to view the footage.  This is not a foreign attack, this is stateside.  DO NOT LET IT CONTINUE!

The only reason there is a man in the movie 12 Strong with a candy sucker in his mouth is only referring to the time after my second planned car accident, I was driving after it and I was talking to myself, upset at myself that I was going to be late.  Please do not get it confused with me writing dumb-dumb and double agents.  Just because it happens to be a name brand of a candy sucker.

I have written a page here from just a hat in Sherlock.  Do you want me to write, or do you want me to stand in front of people watching them?  What is the work you want me to do?  I am able to do more than you people have ever understood in all my time here in Florida.  I must apologize for the state, from Sherlock.  That’s me constantly apologizing to others for everything concerning intelligence in the state of Florida.

Why would anyone do something as idiotic as placing a straight man’s legs, and a gay woman’s breasts as a handling team for Cherith?  Unless, you purposefully wanted people to die just by talking to me.

I am Death, I don’t do death.  I don’t seek revenge and killing.  I will; however, find you, and they will kill you.  That is me as the interpreter in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, telling people to go back to their homes, meaning stop retaliating, or they WILL kill you.

What do you think of the girl, from the movie Zero Dark Thirty?  Who does this person look like?  Who does this actor look like?  Doesn’t this English born actor look like another American actor.  It is the only reason I did not wear my UK flag pants that day.  My England doesn’t do double agents.

You know that thing we talked about, from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, code: You know, Cherith knows, Cherith has known, it is the reason he is at a window, I was sitting in a chair by a window with my mother after her last stroke when it happened.  All the electricity as far as I could see in my neighborhood went out AFTER a helicopter flew a few feet from my home over a neighbor’s house.  The helicopter hovered for several minutes.  What an odd thing to do in a suburban neighborhood.  Then, it went dark, and I went to find something to light, I had a box of matches nearby.  I remember being upset out of my mind with worry because I had my mother to care for.  There are a million things to worry about when taking care of another person that was the only thing I was upset for.  None other.

This neighbor whose house the helicopter flew over and other neighbors did very stupid things.  Did these neighbors think the helicopter was just for them?  These neighbors did dumb things like hide behind my bushes at night, just like Brianna did the other night adding instant weight to my stomach that got people killed in another country.  Brianna did that, not me.  Brianna got other people killed in another country because she harmed me.  Why is she not in jail for it?

They hid behind my bushes and laughed at me like I was some dumb weirdo because I cared for my mother who could no longer care for herself because of all the strokes that happened during my employment.  Why would anyone do something so moronic as to make fun of me when what I DID was tell our intelligence the location of Osama Bin Laden and they successfully got him, killed him dead because of me, alone?

Killed him dead because of me.  You let my neighbor’s laugh at me, bully me, hurt me, taunt me because I gave the location and confirmation of Osama Bin Laden.  God help you for that.

That neighbor’s house that the helicopter flew over had a photo of her in her new closet on her a social media account.  It was a very expensive looking closet.  When I walked into my Container Store interview, and they had a demonstration of an elfa closet, I immediately said, I want that!  It made me happy.  It felt good.  It looked like fun, enjoyable because that is military strategy.  It does not upset me in any way.  You people don’t see people the way I see them.

In the movie Zero Dark Thirty the actor says she has done nothing else other than work Osama Bin Laden.  Could this be true?  Is this really factual?  Because everyone knows that is not all I have done in those years.

You have no idea how much I could write about the work I’ve done for this country and the world.

Do I actually have to wait another month before the possibility of a day shift?  Why do you not listen to me and simply send messages of any sort on the monitors rather than sending people that has the potential for hurting people, or killing people?

I need to be retired from show business.  What I am more than excellent at, what I excel at, what I believe I am better at than anyone so far in history is not show business.

Do you want me to just write it out, the meanings and code that are in movies and television?  Do you just want me to work as I have been, to bring people over, turn them towards good and peace?  Do you want me to continue with military strategy?  Why am I asking you at all?  Why am I not telling you?

How many years will be enough for you?

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June 26, 2019

You can’t keep this weight off of me.  You can’t understand that is what nearly all of this fighting and war has been about, me, as long as I have been alive.  You have failed to due your American duty of keeping me thin, as you were told to do so many times.  It is referenced too many times in too many films and television about Cherith being thin as a matter of national security.  Not a joke.

I had determined several weeks ago, I wasn’t going to allow “teacher training” such as the fan that is in the wall in the bathrooms at work, to be something that determined my path anymore.  I was going back to who I was before, I was going back to being the woman with a beautiful mind.  It looked like it was a demand of sorts for me to use the other stall.  It could have been communicated better if this is true.

Do you want more books and pages to be gone forever because you cannot understand something so simple as my mental image of myself matching my physical appearance?  Do you want more books and pages to leave this world forever because you cannot understand it sends the message that you are not trustworthy, are lying to your own people, you are duplicitous, dubious, a double agent because no one has taken my weight and appearance – seriously?  When they have, and they think very highly of it.  If it is that important to them why are you not paying attention?  Why are you not doing what is of the utmost importance for the United States and the world?

I am beyond my disgust and rage over something so simple as keeping weight off of me.

122 pounds.

WAR!

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June 25, 2019

What a terrible fucking night!  You’re sexually incompetent that’s what you told me tonight!  You are sexually incompetent!  Is this supposed to be the FBI?!  You’re sexually incompetent?!  No wonder you are in an unhappy marriage!  Of course, it must just be some story they made up, or they wouldn’t have done the damage to my groceries!  Go back to your wife!  Leave me alone!  I have a boyfriend!  You are sexually incompetent!

You fucking useless dick!  You stole my Obama alumni staff cup, been bumped up to staff, from the movie 12 Strong, what a useless fucking no-good dick you are!  No wonder we are at war!  YOU CAN’T FUCKING HEAR WORTH SHIT!  YOU USE A FUCKING CLAW HAMMER TO GET A SPLINTER OUT, AND THAT’S IN MY GODDAMN BRAIN!  MAYBE YOU’RE DOING IT WRONG, FROM THE MOVIE POINT BREAK!

You don’t hear so well!  I can’t help it if other men still have feelings for me!  I have a boyfriend, he makes me happy, he makes me smile, and HE actually thinks about me!

You’re a useless fucking dick, FBI!  Go back to your wife and leave me alone!  You can’t even keep your best asset employed!  Because you can’t get your own head out of the way!  You’re still following the same stupid protocol from a goddam computer program!

You are sexually incompetent!

SEXUALLY INCOMPETENT!

See window for the status of the WAR!

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June 24, 2019

You couldn’t keep me employed.  You couldn’t keep me happily employed.  It is still true.  You are still following a pattern and routine that you are unaware EFFECTS people around the world.  If the date of the bombing of the CIA black ops location from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, is correct in any way, it means – you couldn’t keep me employed.  Without brain-thinking more about it, it tells me it is more medical messaging.  The bombing was medical messaging about my maternal grandfather.  You people have been looking in the wrong direction all this time.

My maternal grandfather died Christmas Eve’s eve, so they sent a message on New Year’s Eve eve.

Do you want to know what I think when I see Osama Bin Laden?  He looks doe eyed.  Doe, like a deer, like a female deer.  I remember at the time thinking he was meant to look like a charismatic leader.  I remember thinking he looked like a – Rajneeshee.  A Rajneeshee.

Is this actually accurate?  Was there really an attack by the Rajneeshees at a salad bar in Oregon?  Do you have any idea or concept of what you’ve been doing with the salad I’ve been ordering when you add weight to it?!

I mean, you got to be kidding me?!  He’s driving around in circles from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty?!  You might as well have given them my address in a goddamn movie!  Circles, cul-de-sac, that’s the knighthood in a bag.  It means you still have United States Postal workers being used as couriers, messengers.  I remember being spoken to about it while at a chiropractor’s appointment.  Illegible handwriting is all that message told me.

It means, they were using me to keep Osama Bin Laden in line.  Mostly, they were using me to keep Osama Bin Laden in line and it worked most of the time.  I prevented.  I stopped.  I wasn’t working with him; I was stopping him from irrational behaviors.

You think he is an audacious criminal mastermind?  Osama Bin Laden is a front man.  That is what he looks like to me.

I would have told you the location of Osama Bin Laden before September 11^th, 2001.  I see it.  I have told you the location of him over and over again.  I would not have told every person.

The smashed desk in 12 Strong is also my phone call on September 11, 2001.  Do you want to know the message I received when watching the news after the attacks?  Why I never called the FBI or any authority after that phone call?  Cherith, they are too busy already, they are getting too many phone calls already, Cherith you are not that important.  Also, the threat was not in that phone call.  Again, he liked me and didn’t want it to happen.

You had me in Washington, DC, in person in front of the Democratic Headquarters telling a man the greatest thing about the movie Zero Dark Thirty was that it showed the world that Osama Bin Laden was attained by a woman, by one woman alone.  Does anyone have this on video?!

Over the years, I have kept every copy of every report or review of my employment.  At Disney I kept it in my car in a briefcase.  Do you still not know what you have done when you “reprimanded” me in any way, given me anything less that an acceptable, or a pass?  If you have in any way taken pay away from me like they did at Dillard’s.  Caused me in any way not to exceed?!  Motivation.  You’ve handed terrorists, motivation.  I tell you how to stay alive, and you give me motivations for kills around the world.

See my windows, I am in war mode, I am not giving you thong underwear at work because the same pattern in happening all over again!  This is about the amount of weight you have on me; it is unacceptable is causing the wrong message to the right people to be sent!  I won’t have it!

I’m dead tired!  Zero Dark Thirty, code: Zero, casualties, zero fatalities, dark means classified, thirty, map.  Thirty is code for map.  The September 11^th attacks were before my thirtieth birthday.  However, don’t follow that, it is a red herring.  Thirty is code for map, cysts on a person’s head, is a medical message for – maps.  Map head.  Shark head, same thing.

My father and I both have cysts on our head!

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June 22, 2019

Is there a reason the FBI wants me dead?

It would be quicker if you just put a bullet in my brain, just like in Sherlock.

That man I had to date thinks about killing me often.  He has murderous thoughts about me.

That is what the wine told me; the FBI wants me dead.  You should receive intel from that.  No wonder I broke up with him, he wants me dead.  They want me dead.  They do things not to protect me, they do things like kill my mother, they do things like give my mother strokes and watch from their windows and not call 911.

It is more than grossly disappointing you did the same pattern, same routine all over again.

He doesn’t believe in me, they don’t believe in me.

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June 22, 2019

That looks like the real-life agent from the movie Skyfall.  He is the Silva in the movie because he is a double agent.  Nothing more than a dumb-dumb, double agent.  Do you have him?

Silva: code: Sil, my Christmas cactus in my bedroom windowsill, in Gresham, Oregon.  Va, Virginia, Langley.  Headquarters of US government agencies.

He is not a peace maker; he lives in chaos.  I would not let him live.  He has poisoned his own, it is in the movie Skyfall, he has poisoned his own people, crew, men, and worse.

Do you know what this looks like?  How did he get elected?  Is this correct?  John Major was actually the Prime Minister in England?  How did he get elected?  There will be people who will have questions for him just from me writing that.

There is a lesbian, The Container Store, connection to John Major.  These people had no idea what they were doing.  She “worked” at a prison, and she loved a man (as a friend) named, Major.  That alone looks really bad.

Do you know why they wanted to work with me?  Why it was my name that arose, from Sherlock, why they (United Kingdom) offered me jobs and wanted to work with me in 1992?  John Major.  And, it is not good, it looks bad, real bad.  You’ll see.

Do you know what Margret Thatcher looks like to me?  As the Prime Minister of England?  Logical.  A logical choice, a logical decision for the Brits to make.  Logical.  As if to say, of course, she was Prime Minister.

This subversive double agent that is in the television show The Americans would not have liked Margret Thatcher and would have worked very hard to undermine her authority, policies, and work.  That’s why Margret Thatcher is logical.

What did James Callaghan do?  Is this correct?  James Callaghan was a Prime Minister in England?  What did he do?  He’s done something really well.  I see it just from his name alone.  What did he do?  Policies?  Intelligence?  I am not sure it is something I have access to research on my own, he’s done something really good.  It’s a shame.  I saw it in his name, alone.  He’s done something really good and it’s a shame.  It makes it appear that the length of James Callaghan’s time in office is connected to my family living in California, and then our move to Oregon.

You should be asking questions like why people would want a person who is better than any lie detector to not work with governments and its leaders?  Why would any government not want their own leaders held accountable for their actions in government?

Has anyone else wondered who is going to succeed Putin?

I would not let him live.  I would not let Skyfall live.