Yesterday, I ate canned cheese. Canned cheese?! Yuck! It was so gross. It was less than tasteless. Stale, non-flavorful tortilla chips, microwaved canned cheese with jalapeno’s, cheap, fizzy wine, a handful of Hot Tamales, oatmeal and coffee for breakfast was all I ate yesterday. So gross. So yucky. I have sunk so low. I can’t afford to eat, and I certainly cannot afford to eat well.
I guarantee if you read the packaging it was less than a 1,000 calories for the day. There should be no way any person even eating such crappy food should even gain 1 pound eating such in a day. But, I am surrounded by liars, thieves, misogynist’s, vile-tempered child-men, and persons of no character. And, I have no wish to write any further about persons who treat others and myself as people to be toyed and messed with instead of elevating and empowering them above and beyond their own ego.
How I wish to cook real food, to eat real food. To be able to plan, purchase and buy, make and create a menu for myself, for my week and months, have left-overs that I could eat during the week, bake bread, make desserts, create desserts, and most importantly of all share with a man I love who loves me in return.
I no longer dream that day will ever come.
Things have needed to change for quite some time – for many years now. I have seen no change.
Why someone did this to me I will never understand. Why this continues, I do not understand.
I am hungrier than words. My mind is hungrier than words. There is a desperation due to deprivation. My mind is unable to make up the difference due to the lack.
Author: endthefalselife
Saudi love is forever, but will not wait forever - it’s bye-bye time now! Get me my fucking money and settlements, know who is truly my attorney, get that fucking money you people owe me for this false life! Chose wisely and know the difference between what will and what will not go defended by me! Make the same mistakes over and over will not be defended by me! Fire, threats, unemployment, loss of quality of life, loss of life, no happiness, weight gain - will never be defended by me! This is not enough American master intelligence in over - 30 years, still not enough income, you’re already done and don’t know it - it’s not enough money to live on stop lying - you are not paying someone - to live, what’s the real result you expect then?! ICAI: You have until 5/30/2026 and then it’s truly over America! If you can’t let me have my freedom and my money - in over 13 years, you will lose to Norway, and ch will retire to Norway, possibly marry, not in America, and you won’t get anything again, from ch! You’ve had too much smell time! You’re too fucking lazy! You’ve not paid me and you’ve not given me - my real fucking money, you’re not working fulltime, and all you’re doing is waiting to see me dead in the takeover! You’re too goddamn fat and heavy and unemployed - fucking rage goddamn fucking hot fucking mad - Cough the money up, DC Virginia! Cough it up! Too late now, ch is on her weigh, dead or alive now! Ch is on her weigh! That’s all any of this is ever about - DC Virginia withholding money and funds! Cough it up! ;($!?,. Post script, PS a sword - cough it up dc Virginia
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