Everything over these last few years has been nothing more than an unbearable combination of hurry up, and then hurry up some more!
Hurry up and wake up, hurry up and eat breakfast, hurry up and get some clothes on, hurry up and go to work, hurry up and work, hurry, hurry, hurry, hurry some more, faster, faster, faster, you are not going fast enough at work – GO FASTER, hurry up and not eat lunch of food of any kind while at work, hurry up and drive home, hurry up and clean the cat litter, hurry up and feed my cats, hurry up and take out the trash, hurry up and finally eat – but, do it quickly and hurry, hurry up and go to sleep, hurry up while sleeping, hurry up and wake up, so you can do it all over again.
My mind is gone because of it. Parts of my personality have completely vanished.
Hurry, hurry, hurry, hurry, hurry, this constant hurry, this constant demanding expectation is depressing and oppressive.
Hurry! Hurry! Hurry!
Everything is too fast, it is too high, the numbers are too high, it is more than a person is able to function normally.
Hurry! Hurry! Hurry! Hurry! Hurry! Hurry! Hurry!
Ugh! Is it no wonder it is all I can do on my days off but lie in bed, and dream about a time when what I wanted actually was heard, and listened too, and mattered.
This life is not my dream, nor is it any semblance of what I want or wanted in life.
Author: endthefalselife
Saudi love is forever, but will not wait forever - it’s bye-bye time now! Get me my fucking money and settlements, know who is truly my attorney, get that fucking money you people owe me for this false life! Chose wisely and know the difference between what will and what will not go defended by me! Make the same mistakes over and over will not be defended by me! Fire, threats, unemployment, loss of quality of life, loss of life, no happiness, weight gain - will never be defended by me! This is not enough American master intelligence in over - 30 years, still not enough income, you’re already done and don’t know it - it’s not enough money to live on stop lying - you are not paying someone - to live, what’s the real result you expect then?! ICAI: You have until 5/30/2026 and then it’s truly over America! If you can’t let me have my freedom and my money - in over 13 years, you will lose to Norway, and ch will retire to Norway, possibly marry, not in America, and you won’t get anything again, from ch! You’ve had too much smell time! You’re too fucking lazy! You’ve not paid me and you’ve not given me - my real fucking money, you’re not working fulltime, and all you’re doing is waiting to see me dead in the takeover! You’re too goddamn fat and heavy and unemployed - fucking rage goddamn fucking hot fucking mad - Cough the money up, DC Virginia! Cough it up! Too late now, ch is on her weigh, dead or alive now! Ch is on her weigh! That’s all any of this is ever about - DC Virginia withholding money and funds! Cough it up! ;($!?,. Post script, PS a sword - cough it up dc Virginia
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