Imagine

Imagine a world where you did not have the power to say no.

Imagine a place without the ability to say no.

No is a powerful word.

Just two letters, but its meaning is definite.

Imagine a world where you cried NO, and screamed NO, and begged NO, and pleaded for an end.  But, it never stopped.

Imagine a world where you were blind-folded, bound to a bed and passed around from man to man, person to person never knowing who was touching you with no control over your own orgasm, or privacy, or control over who was watching you as it happened.

Imagine a world where a person had the means to push a button and make you cum on command.

Imagine a world where a person – without your knowledge or permission – could touch every personal and private part of your body along with every other part of your body without the ability to stop it or deny the access.

Imagine if you were placed on display in front of the whole world as random and various people poked and prodded your body just so they could watch you.

Imagine a world where you could tell no one as you were being invaded and raped because how else could you see it when it constantly changed from hand to hand and you could never see the other side or person.

Imagine never being able to have friends, or family, or relationships ever again.

Imagine being absolutely alone while being surrounded by people.

Imagine never being able to eat with other people.

Imagine what it would be like to have access denied to stores and business.

Imagine being unable to seek employment of your choice.

Imagine having people placed in front of you taking away your control and power of choice as they showed you the only thing you were allowed to do.

Imagine never being clean again.

Imagine never being able to shower or bathe again.

Imagine never being able to wash your clothes.

Imagine every time you took a shower someone was watching you.

Imagine every time you used soap it never washed off, it stayed in your crotch screaming at you.  So, every moment of your life is SCREAMING – CROTCH, VAGINA, CROTCH, VAGINA, CROTCH, VAGINA every moment of your day.

Imagine being unable to live where you choose or want.

Imagine being unable to choose your own path or driving route to work.

Imagine your own family doctor you’ve known for more than twenty years is replaced by a television actor denying you access to medical care.

Imagine your mother and brother are replaced by actors denying you family connection and relationship.

Imagine you said no.

Imagine you said no millions of times.

Imagine you kept screaming no, and you had no means to stop it.

Imagine wanting to kill yourself every day just so it would end.

Imagine never being able to have a personal thought ever again.

Imagine doing what your told as your told, then being treated as a slave.

Imagine telling people for years and years of the abuse, of the torture, screaming for an end to something you never wanted, and never being heard, and having no one to act upon your behalf.

Imagine time and time again someone, something being placed in front of you taking away your power to choose and free will.

Imagine never being allowed to sleep again.

Imagine not being allowed and able to have the power of when and where to sleep.

Imagine having the power of choice being taken away from you.

Imagine being hypnotized, drugged, and your brain scoured for memories and people, stealing your right and power to have your own memories.

Imagine never being able to walk outside again.

Imagine never being able to go outside again.

Imagine a life and a world where you were never able to love again.

Imagine living without love.

Imagine a life where you could never be allowed to love a man and never be allowed to live as husband and wife – ever.

Imagine being treated as a sex slave, forced and told when to get off or else.

Imagine how you would feel about sex and your own body after being treated as such.

Imagine years and years and years of this sort of life.

Imagine it was your employer who blindfolded you and bound you to your bed.

Imagine never being able to tell anyone.

Imagine never being able to scream as someone probed your anus in front of an audience or even in your own home.

Imagine your home is a television set without one moment where someone isn’t watching.

Imagine every time you left your home someone came behind you to alter, hurt, and destroy your hope, trust, violating the sanctity of your private home.

Imagine never being allowed to choose your own clothing, groceries, stores to purchase from, or gas stations.

Imagine a life where all power to choose is taken away from you.

Imagine emotionally starving to death from a lack of physical intimacy.

Imagine a life without free will.

Imagine being gutted as a pig to be used as a human test subject.

Imagine your employer – regardless of where you worked – set you up for failure, treating you less than equal to every other worker, never promoting you, helping you, or giving you a raise.

Imagine your employer, or neighbor, or neighborhood purposefully hurting and harming you for laughs by entering your home and vehicle to watch as you cried, were hurt and harmed, doused and abused.

If you can imagine every single one of these things happening to you.  If you can imagine with pure empathy how it could feel living like this you might for one moment have the smallest ounce of what it might feel like to be me.