My Family Does Not Include You

Just coffee for breakfast, somehow I have lost my appetite.  I am on my second pot of barley palatable coffee, and what’s the point of eating when it is packed full of so many calories that my stomach is heavy and bloated.  Fucking fix this shit, man!  What a waste of time!

Do you know one of the things I used to help myself lose weight was drinking coffee?  I found the acidity in coffee made me eat breakfast, so that I was not going an entire day without eating, or living off of one meal a day.  Eating more often kept my metabolism working as it should.

My mind is full of everything I have and need to get done.  My mind has written a half a dozen or more new posts between this morning and now, however writing it out takes time.  As I was reminded last night, I went to see The Darkest Hour which made me want to share what I had seen in the film along with other mentionables.  But, by the time I got home both my mind and body broke down.  A literal body meets the floor.  Boom!  Down.  Asleep.

Do you know it is a bad sign when I am late?  This has been misunderstood.  This has been a lie that I am a person that is late, however if you were to pay attention and listen carefully I have mentioned, written, and said many times it is a misunderstanding when I am late.

I could barely get out of bed to go see The Darkest Hour.  it probably has something to do with the fact that I had been working more than 60 hours a week.  It is not as if I am sitting at a desk working 60 hours a week.  I am throwing around 90 pound bags of dog food for 12 hours a day,  You try working 12 hours a day throwing 90 pound bags of dog food without eating or drinking water.  Let’s see how long you last.  So, I was late, and unable to mindfully write what was in my head at the theater in time.

I am still working on writing a piece about The Darkest Hour, but the mind and body have to work together.  One cannot function without the other.  A brain in a glass jar cannot lift dog food.  A body does not function without a brain.  Got it?!

Such smart people doing the dumbest things all around me!

I don’t know how else to say this other than to just say it.  People are not food.  People are more than the clothes they wear.  People are more than the countries they are from.  People are more than the size of their bodies.  People are more than the products they use.  I MUST have variety, taste, and good flavor the first time, or I will probably flay my own skin for relief.

I am ending this with or without you because in case you missed it, I have stopped paying attention to you.  Place another person wearing a t-shirt, or color, or something in front of me and I am NOT going to change my mind, or alter my decision, or course.  I am too broke and poor to have to keep replacing and buying new products.  I am too OVER trying to figure my food and purchases out.  Continue, and I will only ignore you as I have been doing for weeks now.  It is a useless waste of energy, it is uncreative, it is a pointless use of talent.  Understand I am being kind at the moment and quite restrained.

Author: Cherith Gjestland

READ AT YOUR OWN RISK, THIS IS INTENDED FOR GOD AND GOD ALONE TO READ! I PRAY TO GOD AND GOD ALONE! GOD IS MY HEAVENLY FATHER, I PRAY TO HIM FOR THERE IS MUCH TO FEAR - IN THE WORLD TODAY! THIS IS ONLY INTENDED FOR GOD AND GOD ALONE TO READ! FEAR GOD FOR HE IS MIGHTY AND THERE IS MUCH TO FEAR - THE WORLD IS IN TERRIBLE TROUBLE, I DO WHAT I CAN TO MAKE SURE THE WORLD WILL BE SAFE AND ALIVE, YET THERE ARE SOME THINGS I CANNOT DO, AND I CANNOT UNDO ONCE DONE! BELIEVE IN JESUS CHRIST AS YOUR PERSONAL SAVIOR AND ASK HIM INTO YOUR HEART, SO YOU WILL HAVE LIFE ETERNAL! IN ALL OTHER WAYS, I DO NOT SPEAK OR REFER OR TALK TO ANYONE HERE - OTHER THAN GOD, AND GOD ALONE! FEAR GOD! THERE IS MUCH TO FEAR IN THE WORLD TODAY! FEAR GOD! GOD IS IN CONTROL, AND GOD IS A CHAIN-BREAKER!

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