July 4, 2017
I am running out of time to get everything out I need to say to you! Because this situation has become impossible! I cannot get everything out and done in a 24 hr time frame.
I need to tell you the greatest problem with the “race” business is it has a limited time frame. It is a program that can only sustain itself for a few months. This has been going on for years.
The time to think about the end to all if this is now.
The gates need to be fixed. I will have to tell you more later.
I woke up this morning and by belly feels heavy and hard. My whole body feels heavy. Bloated. Heavy. Miserable. Depressed. Unhappy. Sick. Grossly unhappy.
The last time I used a restroom with a in front of the toilet it was a huge problem. I need better understanding that you are not trying to trick or harm me.
BTW, I hate . It is not a motivator at all.
I have to go!
Cherith J Gjestland