July 9, 2017
To Jeremy Renner:
Flip-flops,
You fucking useless, lousy cock of a man! And yes, I do believe that is an appropriate way to speak to a Producer who is supposed to be in charge of this fucking show. I am supposed to be a star of a show?! You treat me like I am less than a human being?! You treat me like I am garbage!
I turn at because it says Private Property, yet you are still in my home. I turn and you are still in my home. You fucking twat of a man! I can’t fucking stand it!!! I’m done! I want out! I want to live my life! I want another job! I can’t fucking take it anymore!
I want to know why I hear in my head that James Franco lied!
At this point, I don’t even want to see David Wolfe again. It will never be the same between any of them who virtually violated me.
I never want to see Cat/Edison again!!!!!!! How many years do I have to scream it was never that Edison skin-suit mother-fucker!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I knew the moment Bill from The Container Store touched me as he went on about being an artist watching movies with friends and having a few drinks, he was one creepy mother-fucker. No judgement, but I thought he was gay. He creeped me the fuck out.
I am so fucking pissed off!!!!!!
I want my life back!
These over used out-of-date playbooks of hunger games, dating games, solve-it bull-shit games are fucking lame! And, so played out! How many years can you keep a person living in the past when it never worked or applied to her to begin with! I am NO MAN’s woman! There is not a man I have ever dated or known that I ever want again! I HAVE MOVED THE FUCK ON 3 FUCKING YEARS AGO!!!!! Once, I discovered who and what that fucking skin-suit mother-fucker was they were gone from my mind entirely. They were never a part of my heart EVER!!!
I am so mad! I am so fucking pissed! I find you useless and pointless! I am beginning to think you know nothing about women. You know nothing about this woman!
Cherith J Gjestland