August 16, 2017
David Wolfe:
David,
If you want me to write more I am going to need more money and time. I cannot write if I have nothing to eat. I cannot take off time from work if I do not have enough money and supplies.
Do you know I cannot stand daylight anymore? Being outside during the daytime is too bright anymore. It is painful.
Can I tell you I remember walking out of the liquor store at Winn-Dixie and watching walk away from me?
Can I tell you the reason I remove the Kleenex from the hand towels at work is because of what happened to my hands? If it were up to me I would not move or remove anything because I find it childish and dumb to play such a game.
Can I tell you how much I despise the graffiti work on my granite counter tops?
Can I tell you how much I despise being locked into these numbers and descriptions on websites?! It leaves me with no variety, not does it truly give me the ability to choose what I want.
More than anything David, this life you have forced me to live is just not worth living.
I would rather shove a knife into my cunt until I am dead than continue living in this way.
This will never change anymore – I never want to ever see you again. I wish I had never met you.
Cherith J Gjestland