November 28, 2018

November 28, 2018

 

Someone needs to think of an exit strategy, soon.  No one yet has thought, planned, or prepared for an exit.  It needs to happen.  It is not that difficult to me.  Apparently, it is on the production side.

I have been writing, screaming and yelling, endlessly for some time now.  Last night finally someone listened enough to change the routine that has been going on.

These are people that are not going to be playing a game, follow anyone else’s rules, be re-trained, or do anything just because you said that is how it is.  They are going to do it however they want.  I have been writing and telling everyone this for a long time now.

I cannot believe no one thought about this before any of this happened.

They are literally paying attention to my feelings, mood, and emotions.  If it is something, I am unhappy about, don’t like, etc. they don’t like it.

They read my blog, past and present.

The weight gain especially, a very big problem in their mind.  They did not and do not like it.  They are able to see along with everyone else that if I am only drinking water for so many hours, yet my body and belly are getting bigger.  They do not like that.

I am being as delicate as possible.

If they believe someone is cheating in any way. They do not like it.

Anything negative said to me or done to me, that is the fastest way I am able to write how I see what they are thinking, anything negative towards to me.  They do not like.  This needs to be dealt with immediately.

I am not able to speak about the tragedies that have already happened.

I used to write stories.  I am doing nothing but writing about problems.  They see that.

They are here state-side.  They were dispatched state-side almost as soon as it happened on television.

That is my real blood relative they have in proxy at work.  I thought he should stay; however, I see they have traps set-up for him that will go on for weeks or months or longer.  I need him to leave immediately.

His handler last week needs to not return.  For his own protection and that of others.

 

What happened in China in a nursing home on the night of November 26, 2018?  This story alone is so gruesome I am unwilling to write more.

 

No one noticed that it might look different to different people from different countries that how I am living is not like a television show?!

 

No one noticed that it might look different to different people and different countries things like me being around nothing but women?  That is might look like a harem to some people.  How I would be perceived because of it?  Nothing, but women, over-sexualized, jiggling body parts?!

 

What it looked like from what I saw; I designed a closet for her real mother at The Container Store.  I believe she used the name Georgia Holliday.  She told me she had a daughter who was gay.  At the time I believed I was working in a real store.  I was cordial and polite.  I was working as a store person, nothing more.  What it looked like from what I saw, she, the one I have been writing as a false Cruz.  A woman disguised as David disguised as Alfredo, she is the one responsible and behind my mother’s death.  She is also my mother’s killer.

She was there at a gas station in Texas before I drove to a nursing home, wandering around.  It appeared I was being filmed as I went with the way things were arranged.

You would have to be really sick to do that.  She knew and had arranged for my mother’s murder and took me on a driving trip?  For television?  For videos?

I want her in jail for the rest of her life.

 

This again, is happening because none of this should have happened to begin with.  The Bluetooth, the surgery, this housing because it is all false.  None of it is true.  It is deception.

I am speechless.

 

No, You Are Mistaken, Again

November 27, 2018

 

No, you are yet again, mistaken and causing very bad damage in ways you are to me obviously incapable of understanding to begin with.

First off there is someone who thinks they are creating excitement by overwhelming me with endless tasks, writing assignments, busy work within my home, etc.  It is nothing but false bravado.  I see through it.  They can leave.  They need to leave.

All anyone must do is believe, believe in me, believe in me starting in their brain, starting with their mind, starting with all that grey matter that is so very important, believe that I am more than capable, believe in me, and it will because it has already, happen.  It is very simple, believe in me.  It won’t cost you anything.

There is no one.  No one for whom I cleaned my car, street and sidewalks for who believes for a moment that it should be seen as pressure washing.  There was no pressure at all about it.  In fact, it was seen as such an important moment, a moment that I created, I am unwilling to write about how big the effect it created.

Yes, not every moment of my work is necessarily classified, however I am unwilling to write about every moment of the work I do.  I have and will use my discretion.  This is yet another reason why I am still working.  It is brought to me for a reason.

You need to know how they think about the managing of me at work.  I mean every person that walks up to me to tell me my work is a number, walks up to me with a laptop, or in any way gives me feedback, information, or talks to me about the work I do that is in any, I mean any way, negative.  These criminals have more respect for me than my own management team.  They have more respect for me and my abilities than my own management.  If that does not speak to you in immeasurable ways, then you do not understand what is happening in the world we live in.

By not giving me respect and support within the building for the work I do does not allow me to have the best impact and effect in the work I do.

Yes, I am getting pressure at work to return my recent glasses purchase.

Yes, I am getting pressure at work to return my recent purchase of shoes and other items.

It is a way of management that has been going on since 2014.  Return everything I buy as if that it in any way logical or helpful.

I have not written this on purpose, however it should be known a celebrity has found hidden cameras within their homes.  I would not be surprised if that is not an isolated incident.  I would not be surprised if every celebrity involved has hidden cameras within their homes.  Did you think they would stop with me?

Who would benefit if all those homes need to be swept for bugs?

The messaging is not universal because they actually take into consideration the culture of each country.  That – says a lot.  Or, did you miss the part I already wrote about – sophistication.  These are not hicks or homeless bums.  I actually see their thinking.  Are you able to do that?!