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If you thought you could weigh me down, call me fat, bullying me into feeling ugly, fat and disgusting – for a number?!  You fucked with the wrong woman!

I would rather die!  I would rather die than have anything to do with any of those three men!

If you thought you could weigh me down, so you could feel superior – you fucked with the wrong woman! 

If you thought you could weigh me heavy so you could have a war?!  You have no comprehension of humanity!

If you thought I would buy into your fake wars, you fucked with the wrong woman!

There is nothing wrong with me!  There was nothing wrong with anything I do!  There is nothing wrong with being physical!  There is nothing wrong with calling out when there is something wrong!

If you thought you could make me heavy just so you could get a purchase, you are not a good broker, man, or persons.

I am not a stock.

I am a human being.

Not a product.

The destructive nature living this life has had on my mind, my brain, and my body.

Would you like to live a life where every non-clocked in minute is spent in bed rest?!  Unable to enjoy life or the world?!

Locked away, cut off from the world?!  It is not worth living.

 

No, I will not take down the photos of my cats.  I am so grieved.

No, I will never love David ever again.

Such plans I had for this place and my life when I moved here.  All the things I was going to do.  Plans to make this place a home.  Plans to do all the things I hadn’t been able to do because I was taking care of my mother and family – are gone.  Have been gone and destroyed when I discovered all the cameras.  Gone when I discovered it was not possible for me to have a moment, not one moment 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year of privacy.  I am not able to have any privacy whatsoever.  At all.

In addition, I am left for years and years without any love or the possibility of ever being loved in the flesh.

You are not sorry.

Stop lying to me.

I am nothing but dollar signs to these people.

I want you to consider the fact that these people have gone unchecked for decades.  It is more than possible that their brain-waves and thinking is what actually interfered with me when I was just eighteen.

It could have been their notion, their idea, their assessment, their conclusion that made its way into my thinking rather than the other way around.

You need, and they need to consider, be more careful, and remove themselves.  They know not the possible and probable harm that could happen just by thinking around me.

Because this keeps coming back to me.  It seems you are on to a false lead.

It looked like weather.  That is not what it is.

There is a hurry. (?)

I see you’ve stored your brain in your underpants again.  It doesn’t take a genius to figure out that added weight, padding, and excessive force only damage the product slowing and weighing it down.

I would fire the people responsible for the improperly balanced weight.  This priceless commodity is above such idiocies.  You are causing the stock not to soar, but to be traded at less than fair market values.

Way to think that through.

Going commando that gets the job done.

Viscus.

However, I am uncertain as to the authenticity.

Months.

Sooner if you don’t listen.  Something just went frantic.