They Want to Fire Me

November 22, 2018

 

Since Chelsea was brought on-board, I have felt it has been her purpose to get me fired.

The Chris and Chelsea combination has had such an effect on me, my brain and my thinking it has diminished me, weakened me, slowed me and my brain down exponentially.

I have no idea what is going on in production, the combination is like near death for me.  It feels like a slow-kill, slowly trying to kill me from within, brain-killing me.

They will have to fire me.

I cannot quit.  I will not quit.

There is someone in production wanting me to quit.

Amazon will have to fire me.

If I cannot get a job somewhere else, and I have no other way of getting employment elsewhere what other option do I have other to kill myself.  This is being played out while I am at work and working.

HR

November 21, 2018

 

I already see that if I do not write about this situation, I will have problems and conflicts at work.

 

They asked me to go see HR at work because I used my foot to open the door when leaving for the day.  They used the word kick, I did not.  They wanted me to recall every detail of the moment I opened the door.  I did not.  I was looking at the person trying to understand what her purpose and motivation was in bringing me into the office for no reason whatsoever.

I said, What’s my name!  I used my foot to then open the door.

I removed my lanyard from my Amazon badge for a reason when I went into the HR office.

There is a false Cruz, this woman who has been using David to be near me gets sexually aroused when I do things that are physical like opening the door with my foot.  I find it perverse.  It feels perverse to me.  She gets sexually aroused being around me.  She gets sexually aroused when I work with the military.  She gets sexually aroused when I speak with men in my head such as James Franco because together, he and I make the perfect sexual combination of male and female for her to have sex with.  It is perverse to me.

The whole world should know I must deal at work with a woman who gets sexually aroused by me and what did she do in return?  She had me go to HR to validate her that I am not able to receive help for being sexually harassed at work.  Because she has not been removed.

I find it perverse.

Bad Drugs

November 21, 2018

 

I would sell my soul for that, I brain-saw a man who does not fit the profile say that, if not out loud he thought about it.  He would sell his soul for the drug that was injected with a needle into his arm.

He asked for it.  He did not have a gun held to his head or forced the drug, he asked for it.

This drug I saw is unlike any other drug, unlike any other drug most people are aware of.  What it does in the brain is unlike any other drug.  It changes the brain.  It turns the brain into what looks like chunks of melted plastic.  This is what I saw.  There might not be a recovery from that.

This man is in charge of a big news agency.

He was perfect for them to use.

It only makes sense now in hind-sight that his leadership was more than flawed.

Florida Problem

November 21, 2018

 

Unfortunately, I must write this.

It is more than unfortunate.  It is the only conclusion that is in my well of truth.

This Blockbuster problem, celebrity connection, attacks, and deaths means there is a problem within Florida at an agency level.

It is sexual.  There is perversion.  Sexual motivation.

If you do a sweep you will find the answers.

It is horrifying.

It is also connected to my mother’s health problems, strokes, and murder.

Subversive

November 21, 2018

 

She wants to rule the world.

She quite literally wants to rule the world.

She is unlike the men and others I’ve seen in that she is willing to use others, stand behind others, manipulate others to get what she wants.  She wants to rule the world.

Be careful, there is a musical connection I will not write here.

I did see her at the Mobil gas station.  The man behind the counter had me concerned for reasons I will not write here.  Her?  That brown-haired woman?  I wanted to wipe the smug off her face.

I do not place my faith, I do not place my confidence, I do not place my knowledge in cockiness, arrogance, and falseness.

Subversive is the best word I can use.  The extent of her and her desires goes so far beyond subversive, I am not able to weigh a measured response.

One of the reasons I bulleted and prefaced disclaimers to my writing is this: Most of my work I do really is classified, really is top secret.

Classified means it is not accessible to every person for a reason.

She wanted my credentials.  She wanted access to the White House.  She wanted access to Virginia.  She wanted access to every top-secret, highest classified information, area, and government that I could get and have access to and more.

She also used Dr. Kelly.

Subversive.

Unfortunately, it feels like there are more than her that have not been spotted, yet.

Subversive.

Weather Boundary

November 21, 2018

 

Last night, I saw a prison with corridors that create a vertical rectangle when you look down the length of the it.  What prison in Asia houses some of the worst criminals?  Is there a prison that holds some of the worst criminals together?  It could be just one prison with one criminal.  However, due to the size of what I see I believe there are several criminals working with the Cumberland Clerk from within the prisons that are being carried out by their goons who are not in prison.

They are sending messages from prison.

This is the reason for the boundary shape I saw in weather.  There is more there though.  It is so big it would take me lots of time to go through.

That tells me it is of such importance it takes priority.

November 20, 2018

November 20, 2018

 

Go back to 1955 or so until present.  California and Los Angeles specifically as the epicenter.  There is a problem and something bothering me about agencies in that state and Los Angeles specifically.  I don’t quite know how to explain it.  There is a fundamental agency problem.  There is a leadership problem amongst some working at agencies going back that far.

This is a different problem.  This has been bothering me.  The two Spanish girls, and Gorka who was living in Tampa at the time they attacked my mother, giving something to my mother to cause a stroke and watch her.  I do not understand why someone sought out my family, my mother, and myself.  We are not famous, or wealthy.  There is no money.

It is feels somewhat like home-grown terrorism.  It feels like former spies and foreign intelligence creating their own agency to work from.

There could be fatherland and motherland references.

There are discrepancies with EF and Academic Adventures in America.  There are discrepancies with Sandy Hill.

I cannot understand hurting my family, the health problems my mother endured, the car accidents, the discrimination against my family, and killing my mother.

I was tested twice while at West Gresham Grade School.  The paperwork here has been altered.  The original paperwork said my reading comprehension was several grades levels above my actual grade.  The conclusion being I was not dyslexic.  The true nature of the testing seems duplicitous.

Sheriff, I have not finished thinking that through therefore, I cannot write simply to satisfy your ego.

Something happened within production, here in the complex, and elsewhere when I used the blackhead remover product.  It has to do with clean pores.  It has nothing to do with a head or an actual removing of a head.  It does have to do with the color black.  They have been working to kill and destroy me ever since.