January 31, 2019: READ

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January 31, 2019

I ordered a bottle of wine from Prime Now.  I received a bottle that had no wine, no alcohol, a bottle of non-alcoholic wine.  I had to send an email to demand a refund.

This is what I get:

Message From Customer Service

Hello Cherith,

Thank you for contacting Amazon Customer Services.

Please advise as to what order are you referring to?

Thank you very much for shopping with Amazon.com. Have a lovely rest of your day.​

Best regards,

Amazon Prime Now Customer Service

 

My response:

The order number is in the subject line.
The fact that you sent an email with the order number makes Amazon, as this email is a representation of the company, appear unintelligent with an inability to read.
Shall I post this for the world to see and read?

 

January 31, 2019: READ: Selling Government Secrets

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January 31, 2019

It means they have been selling government secrets!  It means they have been selling government secrets to the highest bidder!  They have been having people BID!  They have been having people bid for the highest dollar amount on our United States government secrets!  My father, as long as I can remember has worked as a government employee.  Usually a state – state – employee.  Read that sentence.

Be careful of the timing here today, I am doing laundry, I have only so many clothes. Do NOT make any UNATHORIZED assumptions here!

Whoever is responsible for my father losing his job at USF, University – read it, Pixar, Disney connection, overstepped their bounds.  They lied!  They deceived!  They got my father dismissed!  And what happened next?!  He went to work at a place teaching – teaching – ex-cons!  Whoever this is, I suggest you make a deal, I suggest you quickly turn yourself in and make a deal.  It is going to be bad, it is not a survival situation.

If David actually loves me.  If David actually is single.  If David actually wants, on his own and without being told, to be around me, talk to me, then let him come to me.  Let him without a disguise, without someone in his ear telling him what to say, come to me.  Come to me at work.  Come to me at Amazon.  Otherwise, it will NOT WORK BECAUSE I SEE IT!

Why and how could I possible think this could be all about me.  Because it is about me.

This surgery they did to me is so bad, it is at such a level, I cannot help you.  I see it.  Whoever is involved, and I mean every person involved needs to turn themselves in and make plea deals.  They will do it for free.  It is so colossally bad, it means companies could be destroyed because of it, people will lose their lives because of it, I cannot write enough about the bad they will do, it goes on and on, it is so bad, I cannot help you.  Turn yourselves in.  BAD!

If you deny me anything, BAD!  Something happens, doesn’t it?!

Let it be known, that both Domino’s and Papa John’s refused to bring me what I ordered tonight.

If you have denied me David in any way, if you have denied me access to him and he actually wanted to be with me or anything he truly wanted – BAD!  Something happens, doesn’t it?!

This game you think you are playing by my vision, you are inept.  Obviously, I wear contacts, obviously, I wear glasses, placing importance on the objects – inept.  Beyond stupid.

This game you think hair braiding, as though I would be braiding my hair, as in sharing my hair with another woman – beyond dumb and ridiculous.

If you thought that following my purchases, as in following the money would help you figure out intel – YOU GOT IT WRONG!

If you are not capable of doing you job without me then YOU CANNOT DO IT AT ALL!

If you thought, Bella and Edward at the baseball game, that the men, probably Russian, were watching a girls’ softball game and thought it was sexual for them in any way – YOU GOT IT WRONG!

I had a cat in Oregon we brought from California, I named Pepsi, a calico.  When we moved here to Florida in those apartments, Pinellas Park, that were so obviously below us, and NOT where we should have been placed – THIS AND THOSE YEARS SCREAM SUBVERSIVE TO ME, AROUND ME, MANIPULATING MY MOTHER, NOT EVERY PERSON SUBVERSIVE, JUST HUGE SUBVERSIVE – a bug man, a man who sprays for bugs because Florida has a roach problem, and the apartment complex had to spray for bugs – APARTMENTS BECAUSE SHE WOULD BE ABLE TO HAVE ACCESS – sprayed my cat Pepsi in the face.  She lived, but she was harmed.  And someone just died because of it, and I am ok with that.  Read that if you can.

If you thought me saying and writing that I cannot help you means that I am unable to help you – YOU GOT IT WRONG!  I am not a subversive.  I WILL NOT BE HELPING ANYONE THAT DOES NOT LIVE IN MY WELL OF TRUTH!

I had a cat in California I named Mimzi.  Mimzi to me, says Russian, gypsy, Jewish, peasant – this would be Disney’s Notre Dame movie.  Mimzi was a very good cat.  I don’t remember how she died.

I had a cat I named Shoo-shoo because he looked like the color of soot.  He was run over and killed when we lived in that house in Portland with the sword in the attic, the reason my mother wanted to move to the suburbs.  To be away from busy streets.

Puff -n-Stuff, my fluffy orange and white cat – THIS IS THE PROBLEM IN ENGLAND IN HER MAJESTY’S GOVERNMENT, THIS IS A SUBVERSIVE OR DOUBLE AGENT IN GOVERNMENT OR WITHIN ROYAL PROXIMETY – also, from California, it is the photograph of me holding my award from middle school for best supporting actress because I did not have the lead role.  Puff n’Stuff had a terrific lion mane.

Order a Seven and Seven.  See what you get, that one will go on for a while.

My mother wanted to get an Australian Shepard.  I was looking for an Australian Shepard on the computer before her strokes.  I like dogs, cats, horses, I mean just about every animal.  It wouldn’t bother me.  We spoke about it in our home in Plant City where it is so obvious my neighbors plotted against my family and sought to harm my family.

If any of my neighbor’s in Plant City that did harm to any of my animals – turn yourselves over to authorities – NOW, WITHOUT DELAY, YOU WILL NOT BE SAFE OTHERWISE.  Perhaps not ever.

Who is telling whom: these subversives in Oregon, looks like hundreds of them, were using the US Postal mail to communicate with each other.  When did chain-letters start?  To me this is so stupid, a letter from the mother of the child I baby-sat for mailed a letter of complaint against me that brought about the criminal case against me because THEY BELIEVED THE MEN WERE WATCHING ME AND THE GIRLS WERE PEDOPHILES.  It doesn’t look that way to me.  At all.  It looks to me as completely baseless, all charges, the reasoning behind filing a complaint, and thinking about it in that way at all.  Baseless.

Unless, the only other possibility could be prejudice against non-native English speakers.  If you wrongfully sent men to jail and prison because you allowed yourself to believe that men would only be watching a girls’ softball team because they were pedophile’s then you are incapable of understanding how agents work, and how our government works.

Whoever is using the current President as a proxy in the news, I am asking you to leave at once.  You are dumb.  I WILL NOT HAVE IT!

I have not been able to brain-work Dachau yet.  I did perform a poem while at HCC at the Ybor campus, a Dachau poem after the 9/11 attacks.  The assignment was to read out loud the poem while conveying a story at the same time.  The teacher’s name was Melody Green.  She got married and had a baby, her name changed to Melody Seone.  See, one.  She had blonde hair.  There was male student in the class who looked to me like he had recently been in a car accident.  His name was Charles.  Melody told me many times how the school did not like Reg Poling, Poling as in voting.  Reg was obviously gay to me, people tried to talk to me about how Reg was asexual.  I never believed that.  Of course, he was gay.  Neither my brother nor myself are asexual persons.

I am most definitely a sexual woman.

Reg Poling would be my brother.  Reg wanted the teachers to have a union.  It is not an actual union as in marriage.  It is about money, being able to receive more money.  What this tells me is that – again – people and persons wanted me to legitimately be employed as an agent, as a military strategist, as a government employee with clearance.  It would also have protected me, myself, my brother, my mother, my father, my family.  It would have protected me, and my family being legitimately employed by the US government.  What it would have done for me to be seen as a US government employee?! 

BOOM!

January 31, 2019: READ: LESBIAN!

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January 31, 2019

GET THAT LESBIAN AS FAR AWAY FROM ME AS POSSIBLE!  WITHOUT DELAY!  MAKE HER GO AT ONCE!

PLACE HER IN ISOLATION!  PLACE HER IN SOLITARY CONFINEMENT!  DIRECT NO ONE TO SPEAK TO HER AT ALL!  NO ONE SHOULD SPEAK TO HER AT ALL!  NO THERAPY!  NO DOCTORS!  NO COUNSELORS!  NO ONE IS TO SPEAK TO HER OR COMMUNICATE TO HER AT ALL!  NO ONE SPEAKS TO HER!

PLACE HER IN HER ALL WHITE CELL WITH ALL WHITE CLOTHES IN SOLITARY CONFINEMENT FOR AT LEAST TWO MONTHS!

SHE USES ME!  SHE USES ME BECAUSE SHE IS SICK!  SHE WILL NEVER GET BETTER!  SHE IS MENTALLY DERANGED!

SOLITARY CONFIEMENT FOR AT LEAST TWO MONTHS WITH NO COMMINCATIONS ALLOWED, NO VERBAL COMMUNICATION, NO WRITTEN COMMUNICATIONS, NO SPEAKING AT ALL! 

MOVE HER IMMEDIATELY!  AT ONCE!

January 29, 2019: READ,Too Tired

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January 29, 2019

You should be paying me to write, not to pack.  Obviously, and obvious to nearly everyone it is of greater importance.  Obviously, they are not real products going to real customers.  Obviously, it is staged and unimportant.

Do you think actors working on a television show spend 10 hours a day on their feet, performing high-level energy performances?  I don’t.  I know they don’t.  Stop pretending that packing heavy, huge products is the correct thing to do.

It does look as though someone has literally tried through legal means to adopt me as an adult through my brother’s wedding.  It looks as though it is in the initials of Roy Campbell.  CR, CAR, actually in the Central African Republic.  You will see this person if not several, need to be taken out.  It’s grotesque.

Mrs. Potts and Chip from Beauty and the Beast are my real mother and my real brother, learning you were wrong, this song lyric is directed at someone, as in directed, as in an FBI Director and so on.  Something happened in Old Town, Kissimmee, Florida when my brother and I made the music video.  Something happened when my brother pushed me out of the way, I have not been able to brain-think it yet.

Father of mine, I need you to start going back in your mind and work through conversation you had with people you worked with when at work, there are pointed words spoken to you, I see them.  I need you to work on it.  It will help them regardless of what happened because of it.

In the Tiki room, I have no idea why I liked it, but I did.  It could be taken as code, In the United States.  The T, K as symbols, two eyes as eyeballs being pillars, pillars of society, the Lincoln memorial, and the White House.

Andre the Giant from Princess Bride is me, I have not been able to write this, or brain think it.  She set up my relationship with Michael to – the fastest way to write this: as a way to destroy evidence.

I took in a stray cat when we lived in Oldsmar, I named him Tigger because he was so full of energy, orange and white cat.  I have seen this for a while.  When we lived in Plant City stray cats, as if they were left in front of my house on purpose look like a message sent about children being abducted, kidnapped.

Cherith hears the inaudible.  Like other animals can hear the inaudible, Cherith hears the inaudible.  They specifically designed my mother’s stroke to destroy her auditory process.  This cannot be allowed to happen anymore!

I am too tired.  Management is completely incapable of understanding what the work is.  I am too tired.

January 28, 2019: READ, Too Tired

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January 28, 2019

You should have hired me straight out, without the façade.

That was an admission I saw this morning when I left work, Timothy admitting he and probably others have used me in the past in their military work.  I know without a doubt I am still, better than him.  And he, is exceptional.  I know I am better.

All these DECADES of using me as a governmental employee is the evidence of that.  I am more than an asset.  Obviously, I am more than an hourly wage employee.

The phone reference in BBC’s Sherlock would also reference my mother’s job when she started at EF, Education Foundation and Sandy Hill who lived in San Francisco.  There is a subversive at work, and it is not my mother.  The fastest way to write this, the double-agents, the subversives trying to bring down the United States government started in Oregon.  Oregon, Ore-gone, this mispronunciation used to bother me.  It was probably code.

All persons involved in creating and operating on me, everything involving my surgery, you need to turn yourselves in.  You will never be safe, I see it.  Even after my death, it is there.  Turn yourself in to the authorities.

If I am too tired to even take a shower after work, I am too tired.  Who is actually in charge when none of it is real, anyway?

There is no reason for my life to be set in this manner.  There is no reason I must live my life without people.

It does look the same, not necessarily the same people, it just looks the same.  Whoever manipulated the traffic lights at the intersection where my brother’s car accident was, it looks the same as the 9/11 attacks.

They should not have moved my trash cans from the right to the left last week when I specifically placed them there.

I never really liked that man I dated.  I never loved Michael, I knew it the moment he told me he loved me, I did not love him.  I did love David, many years ago.

Too tired.

January 27, 2019: READ, Read My Face

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January 27, 2019

Read my face.  What does it say to you?  Do I look well-rested?  Well taken care of?  Happy?  Content?  Look at me from when I worked at The Container Store and notice the HUGE difference.  What does that say about the people and the time since then?  Think about it.  Of course, everything should be organized.

If that was Casey I saw yesterday, she needs to be in therapy on a scheduled continual basis.  Anger-management to begin with.  She is like a spoiled child needing constant validation and attention.

Who is this person, someone who has no idea the amount of detail, organization, efficient time-management, and brain thinking it takes to manage a home?  I was more than managing my own home.  There is more than one person here, they are inept.  So, why am I not a manager?

If a person is better being around me, but I am not better around them it is not a good relationship, influence, or person.

I am more than exhausted.  I am so tired, I want to go back to bed and sleep for days – DAYS!  My feet, my whole body, exhausted, tired, in pain, I can barely function.  Barely move.  I am nearly fifty years old.

Did they actually put something in the paint of my San Diego mug simply to be cruel?  To be cruel to me?  They should be in therapy.  Wow.  Nice to know what San Diego State University thinks of me.

Too tired to write anymore.