August 18, 2017
David Wolfe:
David,
A few other things I forgot to mention. Back in December of 2014 after that trip that went nowhere because I never wanted to return here. As I said before I have been trying for years to get away from you, so I never had to see you again. In December 2014, I was told in my head and by means of looking out the window, seeing an orange motorcycle and other vehicles repeatedly that part of the purpose of all of this was in the end a man would wait and was waiting for me. I knew it to be a lie at the time. I had no choice but to half-heartedly play along. I never believed it. So, I play that stupid fucking song because I was forced to buy in and believe that lie!
I can’t remember exactly when it happened, but I am aware you have left my heart for good. You no longer reside here, or have any place in my heart.
Cherith J Gjestland