September 14, 2019: READ: WARNING: STOP DECODING!

September 14, 2019

Jesus fucking Christ!  I have yet to see or read ANY PERSON who is able to accurately decode movies, television, film, or books, concerning me, OTHER THAN MYSELF!  DO THE WHOLE GODDAMN WORLD A FAVOR AND STOP FUCKING DECODING!  YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE DOING!

YOU GOTTA BE FUCKING KIDDING ME!  YOU GOTTA BE FUCKING KIDDING ME, IF ANY PERSON ACTUALLY THOUGHT, IN TWILIGHT, BELLA (BELLA IS NOT REALLY ISABELLA FROM WUTHERING HEIGHT, FOLLOW THAT LEAD IF YOU WANT TO, IT WILL GET YOU NOWHERE!), IF YOU THOUGHT BELLA HAD TO CHANGE, HAD ANYTHING TO DO WHATSOEVER WITH TRANSGENDER, SEXUAL RE-ASSIGNMENT SURGERY, BEING ABLE TO HAVE CHILDREN, OR ANYTHING WHATSOEVER THAT RESEMBLES THE WRITING OF THE BOOKS, OR MOVIES!  LITERALLY!

BY THE WAY, THAT IS MY REAL MOTHER ON THE GURNEY, HAVING ME AS A CHILD, YOU DUMB FUCKS!

DO YOU KNOW HOW YOU RIDE A HORSE, YOU STUPID, FUCKING PEOPLE?!  DO YOU?!  YOU BREAK THEM!  THAT IS ALL THE BACK MEANS IN TWILIGHT, WHEN HER BACK GOES OUT AND EDWARD, HER FUCKING HUSBAND, YOU DUMB FUCKING IDIOTS, CATCHES HER HEAD!  GET IT!  HER HEAD!  IT’S A GODDAMN FUCKING METAPHOR!  YOU STUPID FUCKS!

YOU FUCKING MORONS ARE CONFUSING STORY-TELLING WITH ACTUAL FACT!  JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!  STORY-TELLING, SO PEOPLE WILL BE ENTERTAINED, AND PEOPLE WILL BE ABLE TO MAKE MONEY OFF IT!  STORY-TELLING!

I CANNOT BELIEVE HOW FUCKING STUPID, YOU FUCKING MORONS LOOK!  AT THIS MOMENT, YOU MAKE ME ASHAMED TO BE AN AMERICAN BECAUSE THIS LOOKS LIKE PURPOSEFUL INTENT – FROM AMERICANS, AGAINST ME AND MY FAMILY BECAUSE WE ARE ALSO, AMERICAN!

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!  NEED TO KNOW!  FOR FUCKS SAKES!  I’VE BEEN ABOVE YOUR PAY-GRADES ON PURPOSE!  THEY CHOSE ME TO KEEP THE SECRETS BECAUSE I HAD ALREADY PROVEN TO THE VERY TOP MOST CLASSIFIED PERSONS, I AM ABLE TO NOT DIVULGE INFORMATION, I AM A PROVEN FAIL-SAFE, AND YOU FUCKING MORONS THOUGHT I WAS NOTHING, AND ALL OF YOU WITH YOUR BADGES, HAD ALL OF THE FUCKING INFORMATION WHEN YOU’VE OBVIOUSLY, HAVE NOT!

CHARLIE, FROM TWILIGHT HUGGING HIS DAUGHTER AFTER SHE’S BECOMES A VAMPIRE, MY DAUGHTER THAT LOOKS LIKE MY DAUGHTER, BUT NOT, YOU KNOW WHY?!  BECAUSE OF THE ACTRESS’ BODY SIZE! 

THE CREEPY EYES IN TWILLIGHT, REALLY NOT THAT INTERESTING, BUT THIS IS WHAT IT MEANS: HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE BEEN TO AN OPTOMITRIST AND HAD THEIR EYES EXAMINED?  EVER HAD YOUR EYES, DILALATED?!  IT’S ALSO IN SHERLOCK, PUPILS DILATED, THAT’S ALL IT IS.

REALLY IT’S JUST SOME SCARY STORY, FROM TWILIGHT, YEAH, LIKE THE SCARY STORY I TOLD TO A ROOM FULL OF GIRLS WHILE AS A PRE-TEEN WHILE HAVING A SLEEPOVER BECAUSE HER GODDAMN FUCKING FATHER WAS WORKING WITH INTELLIGENCE, PROBABLY FBI, AND LITERALLY HAD THE PAPERWORK, FILES, AND SO ON OF MURDER CASES HE WAS WORKING ON AND I FUCKING READ IT WITHOUT EVER HAVING BEEN IN HIS GODDAMN FUCKING OFFICE, I TURNED THE DETAILS INTO A STORY FOR THE GIRLS, SO THEY WOULDN’T BE AFRAID OF WHAT WAS IN THE GODDAMN FUCKING HOUSE!

THIS FUCKING DETAIL ISN’T INTERESTING TO ME EITHER; THE REASON VAMPIRES ARE HARD LIKE MARBLE OR STONE, THIS IS A WOMAN I USED TO WORK WITH AT DILLARD’S WHO SUPPOSEDLY HAD BREAST IMPLANT SURGERY AND IT WHATEVER’ED IN HER BODY AFTER THE SURGERY, SO HER BREASTS WERE UNMOVEABLE, AND HARD, AND BEFORE YOU STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE CAME AROUND I NEVER SAW ANYTHING WEIRD ABOUT GIVING A CO-WORKER A HUG.  I AM A FUCKING FRIENDLY PERSON, YOU DUMB MORONS!  THIS DOESN’T MEAN THIS WOMAN ACTUALLY HAD BREAST IMPLANT SURGERY, SHE COULD HAVE BEEN WERE FAKE BOOBS.  SO WHAT?!  LIKE I’D REALLY GIVE A SHIT.

YOU FUCKING PEOPLE LOOK PERVERSE AS HELL!  YOU DON’T KNOW THE DIFFERENCE, OR YOU REALLY DON’T KNOW HOW TO READ, OR YOU REALLY DON’T THINK I WAS SMARTER THAN YOU BECAUSE I MADE YOU SMILE AND LAUGH AND FEEL UNTHREATENED!

Is this real?  Because if this is true, you have death threats out there, you haven’t gotten rid of all of them.  You placed the blame on my brother to bear the burden of when it was to be revealed, shame on you, he didn’t know what he was doing.  When my brother texted me that he would take the cats, my cats, that is all he wrote, I’ll take the cats.  He didn’t say I would take them to the pound to be killed, people made certain, I did not know this was going to happen or I would never have given them to him. 

I CAN ONLY BE SO UPSET BY THIS BECAUSE IT MUST STILL BE AN ACTIVE AND PRESENT DANGER TO REAL FUCKING PEOPLE, AND THIS INCLUDES CELEBRITIES, I AM STILL SO UPSET ABOUT MY CATS, TUESDAY AND THURSDAY BEING GONE, IT MUST MEAN YOU DUMB FUCKS ALLOWED FOR THERE TO BE REAL DEATH THREATS, REAL KILLS, REAL CONTRACTS, PLACED ON REAL PEOPLE’S LIVES, AND THAT INCLUDES, BENEDICT CUMBERBATCH AS HE WAS SEEN IN THIS HOUSE, WHILE YOU FUCKING MORONS ALLOWED ME TO BE WATCHED IN MY OWN HOME THROUGH THE TELEVISION BECAUSE YOU REALLY HAD NO IDEA WHO I WAS AND AM, BENEDICT CUMBERBATCH AS MY THURSDAY!  STRAIGHTEN THIS FUCKING SHIT OUT AND I MEAN – NOW!

THERE ARE REAL DEATH THREATS ON REAL PEOPLE, MORE THAN JUST CELEBRITIES BECAUSE THERE WERE CONNECTIONS MADE TO THEM WHEN I LIVED IN PLANT CITY, FLORIDA, CONNECTIONS MADE THROUGH MY CATS, TUESDAY AND THURSDAY, CATS, ARE SEEN AS – CHILDREN, AND OR, AGAINST CHILD ABUSE AND SEXUAL CHILD ABUSE!  YOU DUMB FUCKING MORONIC PEOPLE!

HOW DARE YOU DO THAT TO MY BROTHER!  HE WILL NEED HELP!  BOYFRIEND, YOU MIGHT NEED TO TALK WITH HIM!  BECAUSE THIS HAS CONNECTIONS WITHIN THE PRISON COMMUNITY!  YOU FUCKING IMBECILES!

EVERY SINGLE DAY, IT IS THE SAME, I AM BEYOND FEVER-PITCH UPSET, ANGRY, MAD BECAUSE YOU PEOPLE ARE STUPID, AND I WOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN AFFLIATED WITH ANY OF YOU, HAD I BEEN ABLE TO HAVE ANY AMOUNT OF CONTROL!

David, you seem dishonest at the moment because you included your former girlfriend.  She continues to be a menace to me, and you look like you are enabling her.

David, I have no idea how you could possibly be able to knowingly watch me eat or drink or wash myself that you know has been tampered with and contaminated with to make me heavy, fat, and ugly unless you really are trying and want me to unfriend you, and worse, place death upon you.  No joke.  When you include yourself in this behavior, of air-cheating, you are asking me to literally kill you.  That goes for EVERY person involved in the air-cheating.  You are literally asking and begging me to kill you.  Is that what you really want?  To be dead?  To die?  Really?  All of you?!

And, every person that reads this will also have this information, that people want to die.  I write it so there will be an end to the abuse.  Abusing me with air-cheating.  Be careful, any amount of love I have for a person might not be enough to stop death from happening.

David, Brianna is bitter, bitter, bitter, about how your relationship happened, and ended.  Bitter.  Courtney is angry and entitled to feeling she deserves to have me as a possession, something she owns, like a shirt.  David, why have you never protected me against any of these women, or at all?  Figure that out and you might be able to then live in my heart again.

You understand David, it is not possible for you to be able to knowingly watch fat being added to my body, knowing it is going to hurt and upset me, seeing me bald-ed, knowing it is going to hurt and upset me, and you actually love me.  You can’t possibly love me in any way and have yourself involved with actually hurting and harming me.  You show to the world, you don’t love me.  It is in fact, monstrous and grotesque.

It is in Twilight, when David went to University, I cried so loud every night, for months, I screamed, cried.  It probably has to do with more than him.  Being denied to love a straight man – again.

I don’t appreciate the tricks you played on my skincare products, and the red splotches I have under my eyes.

This other FBI man should know, it appears Edison, has altered my perfumed products because he is threatened and jealous of this other FBI man because this other FBI man is more of a man, an all man, man, than Edison is able or capable of being.

What is the real reason Louis is gone?!  People went to all that work to bring him here, and now he is gone?  What is the real reason?

I am so upset I have stopped reading all of your news sources.

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