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December 22, 2018: You Would Have To Be The World’s Worst Reader

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December 22, 2018

 

From everything I have seen, you still fail to understand.  I am the key.  I’ll let you think about that for a few days.  You might need the time.  I am the key.  It is not the other way around.

I was supposed to have the role in The Miracle on 34th Street in the 70’s when we were in California.  My mother told me this story several times that is not how she talked about it.  However, that is what I see.  I was supposed to have the role.  I did not get cast in college in the production of The Diary of Anne Frank.  I’ll let you think about that for a few days.

I voted for Al Gore, this is from Sherlock BBC.  I’ll let you think about it.

They replaced the lenses in my glasses when I took them to the store to have them adjusted, so that I will not be able to see distance in color.  Someone is so obsessed with me they do not want me to see anything other than black and brown.

Even bad men loved my mother.  What movie is this from?  It is true.  Russell Crowe should be wondering how he got his first big movie roles.  I am sure I was involved by proxy.  Am I the only one that sees the connection between that movie and the Twilight books?

They weakened the very sharp mind of my mother.  Who do you love?  Who do you love?  Who do you love?  Who do you love?  Who do you love?  This will say something to many people.

What movie is it from?  It is verbatim from my mother’s real life.  I painted a capital G for my mother in a very similar color of yellow as Raneem Oudeh.  I gave my mother a snow globe with one rose in the globe a similar color of yellow.  THIS SHOULD SCREAM HUGE CONCERN FOR THE WELL-BEING OF THE WHOLE WORLD!

I am not the only person to actually think in truths beyond – what would happen if this was true – I see something very bad and I do not like it, Russia.  Be aware my t-shirt has nothing to do with you, with Russia, and most specifically Putin.  Putin is trying to get a foothold through me.  He cannot.

This is true, when your people in Russia find out what you have done, Putin, you will be sorry.  I do not like what I am seeing over there.  My shirt does not, has not, will not in anyway be regarded by my person in affiliation with Russia.

If it is possible to give a person cancer, and I have seen this several times it has been used as a way to kill people where they will never be imprisoned.  It has been used as a hit or murder, or contract killings.  Then, there has to be a cure.  There has to be.  I could be a help there too.

I am not under any misconceptions that I will no longer be working with the US government and its military.  Of course, I will.  I asked for Tim and David to leave because they are not there in person everyday and they are being used by proxy and I do not like it.

As I see it you should consider the threat to me after publishing this, greater than anyone.

This is not new.  In eighth grade my science teacher asked me to read out loud.  I read several pages.  She asked me after I read what it meant.  I said, I don’t know.  Do you know why I said that?  I was thinking about something else while reading.  I did not stutter or mispronounce words.  I gave the correct inflection and pauses while reading.  Can you read out loud and think about something else?

My teacher sent me to a remedial reading class.  She was mistaken.  It probably cost someone their life because of it.  A boy in that reading class who sat behind me to my right, read out loud.  I lost it.  I started yelling at him.  I don’t remember yelling any other time at school kids.  It was a simple word like, than.  You don’t know how to say than?!  You can’t say than!  T -h – a- n!  Than!  How can you not know how to say than?!  On and on I ranted.  I never had to go back to that class.  Obviously, they had someone there by proxy.

You would have to be the world’s worst reader, the world’s dumbest criminal if there was a notion ever that me or any member of my immediate family could ever go against the US government.  This notion is out there on the basis of my mother being from Canada and my father being from South Africa.  It is the stupidest notion.

I am the key.

Beyond rage.  I am beyond rage, I am so upset.

December 21, 2018: Double Agent

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December 21, 2018

 

The mother and daughter on the plane were the double agents.  From JFK to Munich it was the mother and daughter.  The daughter was the worst.  The daughter was taller, she wore a camel-colored coat with a Dukakis pin, they both wore slacks.  The daughter wore a handbag in the price range of an Anne Klein handbag.  They both were dressed down in price from their usual attire.  They were being presented to me as something to aspire to.

I am looking at the daughter wondering why is she looking at me?  Who the fuck are you?!

Something to aspire to.  No.

Both EF and Academic Adventures in America should be investigated.

Both the color of Sandy Hill’s hair being red and the color of the rental car being red is saying something different to someone else other than me.  They are both a danger.  I believe my mother had been warned about a red car.

The reason for my God moment.  The reason why I believe I had a God moment, I believe my mother and I were being followed.  The reason I said in my head when looking at the bunk houses at Dachau, it’s not so bad.  Was someone else was near-by.  A Jew-hating lesbian.  It’s not so bad, God heard it, and told me so.  He told me what a terrible thing it was to hear.

Jews.  The Jewish people are God’s chosen people.  It is as if to say though you have killed my son, I cannot stop loving you.  God cannot stop loving.  Love.

This notion is being presented to me of a gay man in a relationship with another gay man that has been around me for years.  It is being presented in connection with Bing.  If this is correct, how he does not want any man having sex with me.  What has been shown to me, suggests that he is sexually attracted to me or is a sexual pervert.  I believe it is the former.  If this is true, I suggest he seek the help of a therapist.

I expect the man to be the initiator.  I expect the man to open the door for me.  I expect the man to ask for my number.  I expect the man to ask me out.  I expect the man to pay for every meal.  I expect the man to initiate interest.  I have been denied this my whole life with the exception of one man.  That man from this house doesn’t count in my opinion.

This is the constant story being played out with David.  David has been with so many women.  David could be with this woman other than you, Cherith.  David could be with this woman, who is not you, Cherith.  David could be with this woman, Cherith.  Or this woman, or this woman.  Then, in my opinion David is not worthy of me.  David has never asked for my phone number.  David has never asked me out.  David has never initiated conversation.  David has never really talked to me.  Ever.  David is not worthy of me.

If the only value David has is how more valuable, he is to other women than he is not worthy of me.  This is how it is presented to me over and over.  If the only value a man has is how much sex he can get from other women than he is not worthy of me.

We should never have moved from California.  My parents would have divorced.  My mother would have married up.  My father would have remarried.  We would have stayed in that house.  My father would have moved.  Both my parents would have been happier.

Mad as hell.  Beyond rage.  Upset.

128.8 lbs.

December 21, 2018: I Am Only A Number To Someone/You Are In Very Big Trouble With ME!

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December 21, 2018

 

I am only a number to someone that is all I am.  I cannot believe I have to tell you the double agents in Germany were the mother and daughter on the plane.

YOU ARE IN VERY BIG TROUBLE WITH ME!  IF NOT WITH SEVERAL GOVERNMENTS!  This man was gone so fast.

California used to be the place I thought I would return, the home I thought I would return to.  I spoke this out loud on my drive home and in my head.  No one spoke it to me, I said it.  No one else.

FIRE CHELSEA! FIRE CHRIS!

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December 21, 2018

CHELSEA AND CHRIS ARE NOTHING MORE THAN A LYING SCHEMING WHORE!  WHILE I WAS AT WORK AT AMAZON SHE AND HE SNUCK INTO MY HOME, THAT IS AGAINST THE LAW, WITHOUT PERMISSION, CUTTING MY NORWAY ARTWORK IN AN ATTEMPT TO GET ME TO PURCHASE A PHOTO MAT SO THEY CAN CONTINUE THE PRACTICE OF FORCED AIR UP MY CROTCH MAKING ME ENDURE A WORK ENVIRONMENT OF WET UNDERWEAR, SO THEY CAN GET OFF SEXUALLY!

MY NORWAY IS SUCH A THREAT?!

FIRE CHELSEA!  FIRE CHRIS!

128.6 LBS!

Leon , Spain

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December 21, 2018

3:10 to you ma, mom.  They poisoned my mother giving her a sort of stroke because I took a personal break at Disney that was not on my schedule.

It’s the game they played using me.  Guess what movie this is from, I am never wrong.  This is also me.  I have never been wrong.

Celebrities, Hollywood that brings death to me and my family.  Look to my windows.

Leon, Spain these are the sisters from Spain and Gorka.

126.4 lbs.

December 19, 2018: Today’s Numbers

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December 19, 2018

 

They were two lesbian women who were in charge at Promus/Hilton when I worked there.  Whoever was there followed me to Disney.  I cannot comprehend why they would have set out to harm, hurt, then kill my mother. Man.  Men.  These two words are very destructive to a woman who would not mind if men were removed from the planet entirely.  It is obvious to me those gypsy posers piggy-backed onto our electricity making me pay for their electric bill while they did not have to pay.  Masturbation has never been a lifestyle choice for me, I have been waiting for men to come along and been denied access to men for decades.  My mother.  They sought out to kill my mother, men are a very big trigger for this person when they are around me especially if I like them, look happy around them, flirt with them, and glow around them.

Today’s numbers.

Return from work: 124.0.

Before shower: 124.4, 124.8.

Upon waking: 125.8.