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November 7, 2018

 

Yes, I am really struggling at the moment.  And, guess what?  I am still working.  On the drive to work yesterday, I was working through the history of events occurred.

 

Intelligence works.

 

One of the greatest threats to the US, to the world in the 80’s was the USSR.  Forget about my t-shirt for a moment.  The Cold War, on and on.  Almost single-handedly, intelligence with the cooperation of intelligence agencies from other countries helped in creating stability and resolve to a very big threat and problem.  I see this.  Helping to create stability within Russia itself, Russia and its government.

 

Then, in the 90’s a change occurred within the intelligence communities.  Corruption at the highest level in what appears to be for money reasons alone.  Money, payouts.  Heads of intelligence agencies conspiring against their own intelligence and agents.  What could possibly go wrong?  It is not as if terrorists could hi-jack planes, blow up buildings, and topple the World – WORLD – Trade Center to the ground?  Could it?!

 

I see them.  Heads of intelligence agencies conspiring to have intelligence reports dismissed, actions not taken, and worse.  Allowing intelligence men and women to be killed.

I pray you heard my car alarm to Washington DC and around the world.  I pray it sets off unthought of before alarms that will ring and sound with such tenacity that those with wavering resolve fumble, fall, are revealed, and removed from every place of power, importance, and influence.

The moment they placed one of the worst terrorists still alive in my head, and immediately, immediately shut every door in my head and brain, shut off every function on my mind to protect myself and others, I was managed, coached, and told by several people that I did not do that.

Have you had a terrorist in your head?  Have you had a terrorist forced into your head by means of Virtual Reality and in the process, exposed him, saving the world and countless others from such a threat?

I did.

Who benefits from budget cuts to intelligence communities?

I am upsetting people, aren’t I?  This little hourly-wage employee telling very important people what to do, how to fix problems, and yes, telling people it is in their best interest to listen to her before it is too late.  Good.  It is about time people moved from my hair to my words.

Yes, I was careful not to allow harm to happen to two men.  Are you able to figure out the two?

November 7, 2018

 

Fix this light and see what happens.

It is because of their sexual orientation.  The ones within your personal security employ.  It is the reason you still have this nagging within you that has not gone away.

He likes to kill gay men.

They have been in the building.  They have been at Amazon.

You, he, happens to like my counsel.  There is nothing wrong with that.  I, like him, also like to hear and receive counsel from many different people, many different sources, and look to my own well of truth.

There is something out there.  Fix the light and see what happens, or don’t and let the nagging go from a bother to a fester.

November 7, 2018

 

The news story with former President Barack Obama has raised several alarms.  While working on the Obama campaign my manager Aubrey Bedell (I worked with Bev Bedell while employed at Visionworks who moved back to Ohio from Seminole, Fl while I was still employed) told me a story of how she had poisoned her cat “accidently” because there was a recall on the brand of cat food.

Aubrey Bedell, her husband Chad, her red-headed child Chloe moved to California.  Chad had worked in the IT department at Seminole Hard Rock Café, then received a job with NASA in California. (?)

It is the story of the killing of her cat.

It means it was someone’s intention (posters) and plan once I moved here to kill my mother.

There is a difference to be made.  Not everyone who has been involved is going to know it goes this far back.  The first permanently damaging stroke to my mother (2005), my mother shared the room with a Hispanic woman who was recovering from a hip replacement.  A baby was brought into the portioned room to visit with the woman.  The white nurse made a comment about how white the child looked.

This is not story-telling.  There are agency persons mostly former agency persons involved who are using these story lines.  I see them.

Someone had David and Courtney follow me on my way to visit my mother.  I saw them on motorcycle as I was leaving my mother.  They wanted to make sure I saw them, DC.  On that visit to my mother a vehicle in front of me flipped over without any injury to the vehicle or persons.

I want to know why my mother was not allowed to be readmitted back to the Wilder road nursing home.  The room they placed my mother in at the Lakeland facility was next to a coded door to the outside.  There is an adjacent building.  People had the means and ability to come and go in scrubs without checking in or being seen.

My mother was intentionally killed.

There has not been enough pressure placed upon Amazon, its head on down the line, to answer, to pay, and to correct criminal activities.  Not enough pressure by governments, by persons, by people, by agencies, by individuals, by anyone!

There seems to sill be a problem with receiving at The White House, Windsor Castle and the UK.  Is it possible someone is copy-catting after battle plans from the Civil War with shipments specifically?  After specific General’s battle plans?

One of the White House problems has to do with having the Cash’s visit me and my family in our Plant City home.  Art and Nancy Cash went on CTN, Christian Television Network it was a late-night show, I drove everyone to the studio. We were so early in fact that there were complaints about my timing.

Read this sentence: We received black people and persons in our home, in our Plant City home.

 

If you do not believe in me, then you do not belong in production.

If you do not believe in my abilities, talent, and skills, then you do not belong in production.

If you do not support me in any way, shape, form, or capacity, then you do not belong in production.

If you are working against me in any way, shape, form, or capacity, then you do not belong in production.

If you do not understand that EVERYTHING changed in less than a moment for me, for the world, then you do not belong in production.

There was a double-agent living in Gresham when I lived there.

If you are standing on my back porch in Gresham, Or, they lived a few blocks North East of there.

Did you get that Wisconsin?

Find out who was responsible for my family moving to Plant City.

Find out why my brother was told to go to school at UT.  They are connected.

There is a Gresham, Oregon problem.

USF, this is the reason for the attacks and deaths on the men.

There is a USF connection somehow.  Going back to the early 90’s.

November 6, 2018

Has anyone questioned Lee Nagelhout?

Something is telling me he needs to be questioned regarding the Assistant Store Manager at The Bombay Bicycle store.  There is something going on.  I feel and hear planning that is inappropriate and wrong.  It is more than what the store has been turned into.

Lee was the set decorator at Worship.

I just don’t like it.

November 5, 2018

Struggling to write everything that is being thrown at me.

It is not bad enough to deal with my mother’s murder.  I have financial problems.  Financial concerns.  Financial bills.  And, the burden of weight.

Correct, I did not say anything in response to her because I didn’t need to.  It looked like Courtney (Chelsea) had been removed from the building.  He should be mad at her and what she did in writing me up because I was speaking with those hims.  She does not like his brother?  What is wrong with her?  What is not to like?  Talk about insecure and immature.

There was a military stunt.  I saw it.  He was delivering medicine to a poor man in a poor village.  And, yes, I stopped him and their stupid stunt.  Why, you ask?  Because they had set a trap.  Do you hear me?  Are you reading this?  Are you reading my writing?!  They set up a trap for a solider, for a man in uniform, for a US citizen, for what?!  Publicity?!

I saw him as he was going.  I saw the trap, miles and miles ahead.  He would have been trapped for hours or days.  He would have been left without any support at all.  A man in our military.  In the US military was set-up to be trapped?!

If you do not like swearing please stop.  Please stop reading my blog now.  If you are not able to manage, or handle reading swear words – DO NOT READ HERE ANYMORE.

 

ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MIND?!  YOU SET UP A MILITARY MAN TO BE TRAPPED?! 

NOT-GONNA-HAPPEN!

 

We are talking about the US military one of the finest militaries in the world!  And, you fuck-heads decided to set-up a man in uniform to be trapped?!

GET THE FUCK OUT!  NOW!  DO NOT RETURN!  YOU DO NOT BELONG!

I see this man humping a pack!  Have you ever humped a pack before?!  I haven’t.  I sure know it is more work, deserves more credit and acknowledgement than to be set-up like a script of an ABC after-school special.

 

I did not sign up for ABC rewards on purpose.

I am beyond angry over this.

 

I did brain-call this conversation that the military in the Middle East is doing a great deal for the Middle East.  What was the mind-set before 9/11?  Suicide bombers?  Religious fanatics?  The US has done more for the Middle East and their reputation and their people than they have acknowledged.    

 

That is not the only thing I am managing at the moment.

 

I actually see and saw their pain, hurt, anguish, upset, and extreme betrayal.  From all of them.  At the same time.  I don’t even know them.  But I felt their pain and it was beyond the pale.  For me who does not know them.

 

Amazon needs to be questioned why they allow me to be placed in a position of vulnerability against attacks.

 

Have a look at Stephen Curtis Chapman, there are a lot of unexplained occurrences in his life since being at Amazon.

 

You need to look at prison guards.  Here in Florida.  There is a female prison guard, probably a size 8, or 10, maybe a size 12.  Feminine, but macho.  Has dated both men and women.  She has been working with the prisoners to commit crimes, most likely the mercy killings.  The reason for the black fan at the “White House” this nurse, this black nurse, this African-American woman is the one who injected my mother with death.  Killing my mother.  Murdering my mother.

 

Brother, are you ok?  Because I am not okay at the moment.

 

Please make sure my real brother is ok.

 

After every single stroke my mother loved people.  My mother wanted people to know she loved them.  My mother wanted people of all shapes, all sizes, all backgrounds, all nationalities, all cultures that God loves.  God loves them.  And, my mother, Gayle Gjestland loved them just because they lived.

 

Forgive me, I am struggling.