More Than Spent

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September 25, 2018

I have seen you Portland.  I have seen you Gresham.  I have seen Evangel.  Please accept my apologies.  I have been more than a little busy if you could not tell by my face alone.

I did hear a composite of a happy voice last night.  I am sorry for your loss.  I believe they are dead.  That is not something I like to write however true it may be.

Quite truthfully, I am more than disgusted with the threats I have seen and the availability of it.  I do not like to see so many people in harm’s way.  I do not like to see how accessible it has been to others.

I like to be thorough.  I do not like the constant flipping of channels.  Because that is how it feels to me.  As though someone is constantly changing channels in my head.  Now work on this.  Now work on that.  I like to work until it is finished.  You have, as I have written and said more than once, too many assignments given to me and have me working on.

If you haven’t figured it out, no.  No.  No, we see things differently.  I am making a stand about the lack of correct management alone, and nothing more.  It is not proper.  It is not correct.  It has been proven more than once.  No.

I am more than a little worried about the safety in writing, especially this one.  Because unfortunately, he would give no alarms until you look further.

Have you absolutely checked and secured everything?  Because I am going to have to go in.  I see lots of bad.  I see lots of death.  I see lots of harm.  To me.  There is a concern there.

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September 25, 2018

For your edification.  I posted on my Facebook profile these quotes.  Of course, because I dated and slept with that man I had to change – everything.  Morons.

“In the end we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends…our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.” – Martin Luther King, Jr.

“We all flow from one fountain Soul.  All are expressions of one love.  God does not appear, and flow out, only from narrow chinks and round bored wells here and there in favored races and places, but He flows in grand undivided currents, shoreless and boundless over creeds and forms and all kinds of civilizations and peoples and beasts, saturating all and fountainizing all.”  – John Muir – I was so moved by reading this paragraph I wanted to read more.  I never knew it was possible to write something so beautiful.

“To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.” – Ralph Waldo Emerson “

Look at that.  How’s that for a drive to work!  Still fucking pissed!

Worst I’ve Ever Seen

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September 25, 2018

That was the worst I have ever seen her.

You would be wise to move my brother within a better range of proximity.  NOT A REQUEST!

It would not hurt to move my father also.  NOT A REQUEST!

I saw the seriousness as I drove to work.

I want it known that I was prepared as I have been my whole life.  I keep an extra set of ear plugs in my car.  It is wise.  It is wise to be organized and have supplies rather than depleting every resource until you have nothing before being able to replenish.  It is the way I always have been.  It is how I was raised.  However, since there is a lock problem I am not able to trust the security of the packaging of items left in my car.

It sure seemed to me that he agreed with me in their plan and preparedness.  A human life is worth – it is priceless.  It can never be replaced.

How was the airport?  Did all arriving flights land as I said?  Please tell me you seized it all.  Because I have a bit of a bad feeling.

The worst I have ever seen.

Do you know they have vandalized all my plants I planted?  They dug them all up.

Guess what?  If it is my deck and house it cannot be black and decker – anything.

Maurice wants everyone to know he disagrees entirely with the do not paint ceiling.  He told me so.

Guess what?  Murphy was never worried.  As he should be.  Very smart men.  Very good men.  Never worried.

Lambert?  Still has his paws crossed.

FIRE THAT FUCKING TEAM BEFORE MORE PEOPLE GET HURT AND KILLED!

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September 24, 2018

IF YOU ARE NOT ABLE TO BE YELLED AT DO NOT CONTINUE READING BECAUSE I AM FUCKING MAD!

I HATE THAT JOB!!!

The last thing I want to do is sit here and recount, replay, and write about the night.  Let’s see it has been over fourteen hours since I left the house for work, and I am still working.

On the drive to work, I was working.  I was giving a profile of a man in England that needs to be stopped when a fucking billboard TOOK PRIOPITY OVER ACTUAL WORK AND WORKING AND THE PROGRESS AND INVESTIGATION OF REAL CRIMES AND MURDERS! 

HE WAS FUCKING PISSED!

I WAS PISSED TOO!

BECAUSE IT CAUSED A COMPLETE SHUT-DOWN OF MY BRAIN BECAUSE OF A GODDAMN FUCKING BILLBOARD?!  ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!  YOU ALLOW A BILLBOARD TO HAVE MORE AUTHORITY THAN ME AND MY WORK?! 

ARE YOU FOR REAL?!  ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!

THEY SHOULD IMMEDIATELY BE FIRED!

THEY SHOULD NOT BE REASSIGNED TO ANOTHER DEPARTMENT WITHIN THE COMPANY!

I AM FUCKING HOT AS HELL!  YOU SHOULD BE TOO!

YOU FUCKING MORONS!

You have a problem.  She is also addicted to the fame of it.  She is addicted to the fame of the show.  She is addicted to the fame of me.  I am not.

I would gladly walk away and never be in the public life ever again.

She, however, is a greater problem than you know.  She is addicted to me in a sense.  Without my consent of any sort.

Naturally, I was not paying any mind to the billboards along the road, why would I?!  Haven’t I already written about this more than once?!

I was in my brain place.  I was in my thinking place.  I was working towards capturing a very deadly criminal.  When I was stopped for A FUCKING BILLBOARD!

He, like I said is on the dole.  He has had at least one affair with his counselors, or psychiatrists, or child welfare workers.  He is in his thirties, 5’11”, average, not overly muscular, thin, not bony, average not overly athletic, light to medium brown hair, sexually competent considering his affairs, sociopath, able to pass as average, likes jobs that give him freedom to walk around gain access to properties, their files and information.  I said something like a rock quarry.  He feels maligned with the government somehow, something to do with his childhood and what happened while in foster care.  He stays on the ground.  Perhaps a job in the subway, yet no heights.  He has been clever with his crimes.

Is that everything I talked about in my head while driving?!  I dunno.  Because I am nearly to work when I return my vision to what is in front of me, and WHAT THE FUCK!  A black truck in front of me blowing air in my car?!  Why would I move?!  I am not allowed to move or change lanes?!  WTF?!  I MUST TURN AROUND AND DRIVE THE WHOLE WAY BACK TO WORK – AGAIN – AND BE LATE BECAUSE OF A GODDAMN FUCKING BILLBOARD??!!

YOU FUCKING MORONS!!!

AND GUESS WHAT YOU FUCKING DELAYED!

ANOTHER FUCKING RESCUE THAT VERY WELL COULD NOT HAVE TAKEN PLACE BECAUSE OF A FUCKING BILLBOARD!!

DO YOU THINK THERE IS ANY CELEBRITY WHO WOULD RATHER A CHILD NOT BE RECOVERED AND RETURNED TO THEIR PARENTS OVER A DRIVING PROGRAM THAT SHOULD BE DEFUNCT, DONE, AND OVER-WITH?! 

BECAUSE I DON’T!

I DO NOT BELIEVE A SINGLE PERSON WHETHER A CELEBRITY OR NOT WOULD PREFER THAT THE WORK OF SAVING A CHILD FROM A CRIMINAL WOULD TAKE PRECENDENCE, PRIORITY, OR MATTER MORE THAN A BILLBOARD!!!

I AM SO DISGUSTED WITH THIS STUPID NONSENSE!

WOW!  NO SHIT!  I SEE AND AM BRAIN-WORKING CRIMINALS AND CRIMES, AND WOW, GUESS WHAT?!  IT MAKES ME FUCKING MAD!  THE WORLD IS SO LUCKY THAT I AND OTHERS LIKE ME EXIST!  OR THE WORLD AS WE KNOW IT WILL CEASE – ARE YOU FUCKING LISTENING TO ME?! 

CEASE TO EXIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DO YOU ACTUALLY WANT TO TELL ME THAT YOU DID NOT FIND THAT CHILD BEING HELD IN AN ATTIC IN GEORGIA?!  DO YOU ACTUALLY WANT TO TELL ME THAT THEY DID NOT FIND A DEAD BODY WHILE THERE?  THE REAMINS OF ANOTHER VICTIM? 

WHAT A TERRIBLE LOSS FOR THE PARENTS!  HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THEIR CHILD THERE COULD HAVE BEEN OTHERS KILLED.  What a terrible loss for the parents.

WAS THERE A BASEMENT TOO?  HOW LONG WILL IT TAKE TO PROCESS THAT CRIME SCENE?!  THERE IS A LOT OF TRINKETS THAT HAVE BEEN KEPT IN THAT HOUSE.

DO YOU ACTUALLY WANT TO TELL ME THAT DID NOT HAPPEN AGAIN?!

IT WAS NOT BAD POLICEWORK THAT KEPT THAT CHILD FROM BEING FOUND!  THEY JUST NEEDED MORE HELP.

I DID ALL THIS WITHOUT THE HELP OF MY MANAGER OR A COACH!  HOW MANY MORE MEN AND WOMEN DO YOU NEED TO HEAR IT FROM?!  MEN AND WOMEN WHO AGREE WITH ME!  I DID IT WITHOUT A MANAGER OR COACH!

SO, DON’T FUCKING STAND THERE AND TELL ME THAT MY WORK IN NOT ANYTHING LESS THAN EXLEMPARY! 

DON’T STAND THERE!  DON’T SIT THERE AND TELL ME THAT I DID NOT UNDERSTAND THERE WAS MORE THAN ONE THREAT THERE!  THAT THERE WAS A THREAT BECAUSE OF A NAME!!!!!  YOU FUCKING MORONS!

AND, WOW!  PROVEN AGAIN SHE DOESN’T NEED TO BE THERE!

AHEM, I AM THE INSPIRATION!  ONLY ONE SET IS NEEDED AND THOSE ARE MINE, 100% REAL!  I AM NOT LOOKING AT ANOTHER WOMAN’S, YOU DUMB-ASSES!!   

I REMEMBER JAMES FRANCO AT THE CONTAINER STORE, I DO NOT SEE HIS DISGUISE ANYMORE WHEN I RECALL THE MEMORIES SAYING THAT IT CANNOT TAPED.  TAPE WILL NOT RECOVER IT.

DID YOU HONESTLY NOT THINK THAT IT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA TO GET ME A SECURED COMPUTER?!

I HATE THAT JOB!

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CODE: 100% BLACK OUT!

 

September 23, 2018

You completely misunderstand me!!  I hate that job!  I hate that job!  I hate that job!  I hate that job!  I am in no agreement whatsoever with a black lesbian billboard!!!!!  Do you want to know why?!  Should I take a picture of the boil that was placed in my underwear while at work that I have had to drain of pus and blood?!  Because I WENT UNDER THE MARTIN LUTHER KING, JR SIGN?!!!!   I hate that job!  Fuck you!

This is what I learned at work tonight!  I am not allowed to use the A1 orange button.  As soon as I do I am sexually assaulted by a black woman while I am at work and working!!!!  FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!  YOU SICK FUCK!!!!  That’s disgusting!  Is that not a place a business?!  Is Amazon not a place a business?!  Or is it a brothel?!  It is disgusting!

I am not now changing my attire at all!!!!!!  FUCK YOU!!!!!!

I wrote that it felt personal, so they went out of their way tonight to alienate me and make me feel as though I have no support from the UK, or of any high ranking official, or anyone I have known before.

My family is not black and white!  It will never be black and white!  I will never, never, never accept it as black and white!  EVER!!!

I am so disgusted with that employment and my employer!

It is not my fault that Murphy is now connected with The White House!

Is there anyone else that can see an image placed before her and know that there is a problem?  Someone, a male has a person that is being kept in an attic.  Bound or handcuffed, or restrained of some sort although the person is technically brain-dead, he is keeping them in the attic as a sort of toy or play-thing.  The police have been in his house before, questioning him.  Since the victim is unable to make any noise, or perhaps a heat signature the residence has been taken off a list.  Go back.  You will find her.  I saw that without the help of my manager or anyone else.  I did that all on my own!

Is there anyone else that can see an image on the ground and know you have a serious murderer in England.  Because I did.  He kills and dumps them.  Fast, violent, not very meticulous, buries keys underground of his storage facilities, and places he sleeps.  He has a system that has worked with burying items such as keys.  He is on someone else’s dole if not several peoples dole most likely of people he has killed.  He has worked a system of disguise that has not been noticed.  He knows areas of England very well.  What sort of job does a person have that allows them access and knowledge of roads and places not on maps?  He was probably a foster child that had been moved several times in his life.  Allowing him to learn different areas of England.  Very fast to kill, then dump the body.  Seemingly completely random in his victims.  I DID THAT ON MY OWN WITHOUT THE HELP OF MY MANAGER!

Or, I could be crazy.  It’s either one or the other.

What a negative experience it is to work there!

Death.  I see nothing, but death still.  For me.

DESTINATION

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September 22, 2018

Is there anyone who can read a full newspaper every day?  Is there anyone who can read several newspapers every day?  Is there anyone who can decode an entire newspaper every day?

It is beyond difficult.  I do what I am able.  And, that does not feel like much.

Because this is a whole-body experience.  I have a physical reaction to a lot of it.  It is unlike anything else in the world.  People who have these skills and do these types of jobs have a different lifestyle, income, and means.

07:21.

It feels, slower.  Slowed down.  Containable.  Good work.

It is an injustice to me how very little I know of the outside world.  In four years, politics, people, history has all changed and I know not of what has happened.

I see a problem.  A problem different from anything I have written about before.  With a long-term goal and destination.  I don’t know how else to describe it.  I do not feel comfortable describing it in any further detail.

Because this story is everywhere I want to shut it up.  It is not the calves.

!!!Problem!!!

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September 22, 2018

04:18.

I like to be sure.  I have waited and done checks to be sure.  I do not like to create undue drama and alarm; however, I believe it is about Murphy.  Because we are family.  Because it will always be family.  Because it will always be my family.  Because it will not be an adopted diaper-wearing family.  And, because it is me.

Like I said, an obsession, a sickness, and a deviousness.

Someone was waiting for it to happen.  Someone on the inside.  With knowledge.

I don’t like it.

04:26.

It could be a slower plan.  One that would not raise immediate alarms.  One that would take awhile to be noticed.  One that might have multiple steps before it would be a problem.

It could be personal about me, my person, and my writing.  Someone I would never know otherwise.

It could be a slower plan rather than a frontal attack.

Very disturbing.

04:30.

Four Days Off – Something’s Wrong

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September 22, 2018

Need I remind you that since 2014, I have had only 4 days off with pay.  Would you be able – because this is the comparable – to work a television show every day for more than four years with only 4 days off?  I didn’t think so.  Also, people who work on a television show have staff, money and income, and more staff.  What is done to me is a constant upgrade in difficulty for everyday living and my everyday life.

Instead of receiving an order and delivering it as ordered I am at a constant fix this problem, return this item and do it this way instead, do this, then do that, no, do it this way now, no, do it this way now, and so on and so forth.

I am so sick of pizza.  Sick of potato chips.  Sick of junk food and not being able to eat as I would normally.  I heard my brother while at work.  He said, Cherith.  I am behind you, Cherith.  100%.  Of course, I ordered family pizza with a coke zero for more than one reason.  My brother is still my family.

What has happened to my real father?  Something is off there.  I feel nothing.

If you haven’t figured it out I am not interested in being adopted into any family of any sort, any kind, or at all.  It is as if to say my family is not good enough, I am not good enough, and I needed to be adopted by someone I would NEVER WANT AROUND!

Something has been wrong for several hours.  2:01 am.  Then, I understand that a person has been informed of my pizza purchase.  A family purchase.  A family pizza.  I have been so uncomfortable I have been unable to barely move or make noise.  I’ve barely spoken to my cats.

No, I do not believe anyone is able to keep me safe.  Because I am still here.  Still in this complex.

Know this I am going to be very careful with spending until I have my means of transportation back where it belongs.

It is not the day of the week.  It is not the number of the day.  It is for family alone.  I agree with Tim.  David and I are not good together.  I am good for David.  He is better around me.  However, he does not have the same effect upon me.  Just look at me.

Thursday has been used incorrectly in my home in front of the television.  Thursday was never a pusher.  Thursday was relaxed, calm, joyful, bright, happy to be around me, happy to discover things and animals.  And, no I do not and have not believed in pet-mates.  It is beyond disgusting.

Like all of my animals, this is what I give them; the freedom to be themselves, yet mannerly.

Tim has chosen very stable, good family men.  This is what I’ve seen.

I know that David has used the virtual hands.  However, I was unaware of who it was until after the fact.  I did not say, yes you may enter my home, my mind, and my body – ever.  I did not need training wheels.  I did not need to date him or anyone else through another person.  It has done permanent damage that will not be undone.  He could have spoken with me personally, approached me, he never has.  That says more about David than it does about me.  It is a hurt and heart-break that will never heal.  Not to mention isn’t he married?!  He did virtual hands while married?!  Gross!

The only way to get better is for me to move on.

Something feels very wrong again – all around me.

I see how there has been a selling point in this sleeping virtually with me.  Just because your married doesn’t mean you stop fantasizing about other women.  You’re not technically cheating on your wife to fantasize about other women.

Except there is a difference because they do have to do something to be able to see me while I am at home.  I NEVER agree to it.  I NEVER allow it.  I have no choice in the matter.

…something’s wrong.

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 September 20, 2018

How she was able to get access to me while I was at work as she had been admitted into a facility, I do not know.  It was a mistake.  She tried to get me to disconnect two spotted people – I WILL NOT!

This will not be able to go away.  They are my animals.  My pets.  This protection for my animals will not be going away.  Must not go away.

There was panic and uncertainty in the building on September 18, 2018.  Not a good sign that I was so late in getting to work.  Not a good working environment when I arrived there.

Let me go back a few weeks ago, as Murphy the man’s proxy, and his proxy shoulder were introduced to me at work.  Because he disagrees with what is taking place at my work.  I saw the look on his face as they were talking in his ear.  He has respect for them.  He believes in the offices they hold.  He believes it is better to do it accurately rather than satirically.  Because he saw the events in April 2018.  He saw me and what I did in April 2018.  He does not like to belittle persons and the offices they hold when there is other work that is done by me that is so much more than anyone thought or dreamed could happen before I did it.

He was impressed by them in a, I can’t believe who I am actually communicating with.  I am not.  I never have been.  Because I have never sought this out.  It has been brought to me.  There is nothing wrong with either of those responses.

Let me remind you that in the middle of 2014, I was told by a reporter through the television that this arrangement and my life in this way would only last one to two years.  It has been more than four years now.

The success of it belongs to me and me alone.

I know that she has been using the success of the events in April 2018 and attributing it to her.  She is wrong.  It belongs to me and me alone.  How do I know that?!  Because no one, no news, there has been no commination as such, yet I know she is using it as leverage to retain her employment and control.  She is wrong.  It is because of me and me alone.

I have been here.  I have been doing this work all along.  How many more stories do I need to write?

Here is another example: An executioner in your lineage?  To whom was he an executioner?  Or why else would it have been written in history.  It doesn’t matter if Obama Charles wore the same jacket and rode the same motorcycle as James Franco they do not look like the same person.

I fundamentally disagree with pressure washing.  I fundamentally disagree with a cleaning list.

I fundamentally disagree with the baby car seat.  She has been trying to cover up her medical mistake for years.  Through the central nervous system?  They have illegally placed apparatus through my organs and central nervous system?  They need to pay for such abominations!  Need I remind you without my consent.

I fundamentally disagree with testing.  I have more than proven I do not need to be tested.  I am already there.  I have been here all along.

No, professor I did not walk by you on purpose.  Fast start is not San Francisco, nor do I believe I need a professor to my left.  It is nothing personal about you or your person.  She is wrong is all.  It was not a very good tracing of your writing either.  I have never done any work with forgeries per se, yet I believe it was not that good.

Correct this is exactly the type of work I am not interested in.  Yeah, I heard him, and he agrees with me.  There is better work for me to do.  Downloading a check list of information every night to report and not write about.  How very drawl.

I did not use his name on purpose.  It is not in my nature to do so.  I find it very gauche.  It is not the name or the title that will impress me it is the person.  I mean no disrespect, I simply wish to express how very little I care for showiness.  It is about what is proper and what was taken and stolen from me without my knowledge and if it can happen to me then what is to stop it from happening to other people?

There was some excitement from the UK on September 18, 2018.  If it wasn’t for the other travesties I was working through perhaps I would have been able to write about it sooner.  Because I find it most lovely, wonderful, and a great thing for there to be enthusiasm and enjoyment from people.  I was not – as always – looking at the size and shape of their bodies.  It must be attributed to the love, admiration, and truth in governments, and what is able to happen when working together.

Truly a wonderful thing.

Hollywood, actors, do not take this personally, you must leave the building – at once.  It is not about any person or actors or movies – personally.  There are very real problems about.  There are very real threats about and I do not believe it is in your best interest to be about.  Nor do I believe it is safe for you to be about.

This is what I see and have seen for some time.  Read now or regret it later.  There was such a buzz about the air after the event in April 2018.  It was louder than shouting to me.  It was louder than every piece of equipment and housing and writing SHOUTING at me.  Because it was such a success.  The threat to that success is very real.  What I see is how that success will be turned into embarrassment and shame of nearly every person involved that it will almost entirely be stricken from history.

Do you think any man who has participated and viewed me sexually will want to be written about and recalled by me and perhaps history as a pervert, a disgrace, a voyeur, a sexual deviant, and perpetrator?

The magnitude of the success has a real threat to being taken away entirely because of the method used to keep me alone.  Listen now or regret it later.

Guess what, in thirty years the cost of living has gone up while my hourly wage has not.  I am only earning the wage I was making thirty years ago.  There is no excuse for that.  I am more than qualified, I have years and decades of experience to have a real job earning a real wage where I could take care of myself.  So, I am quite literally living off of potato chips and beer to stay alive.

I did take the waffle potato chips and dunk it into the head of my Guinness considering it is potato chips and beer that was tasty.  It’s too bad this lasagna has no flavor.  I did not except it to, it is all I could afford is all.

I do not believe in coding food purchases and ordering coded food for the most part.  It limits me to eating beer and potato chips.  I am not a teenager anymore.  I need real food.  However, the wine is lovely for the cost of it.  I am glad to see there is agreement of opinion there.

I was talking in my head at work as to the work I have done with my cats and animals.  They are who they are because of me, what I have done for them, and the work I have done for them.  When the work on the line gave me an agreement of opinion.  I, the he, I have been writing about for a few days was communicating with Prince Philip, Duke of Edinburgh.  Forgive me if that is not the proper way to mention or write about him.

It makes no never mind to me, I was just surprised is all.  Why people are interested I still do not know.  I would apologize for the language I used because of his audience, however it was very appropriate given the person I was speaking about, nor do I feel bad for having such a strong opinion.

An example, we had given a cat to a neighbor when I visited them in their home.  This once calm kitten that lived in my home has turned into a spaz.  I could tell the cat had been exposed to marijuana.  This cat ran around the house frantic and spazzy.  It made me sad.  It is just different is all.  I do not blame them or judge them.  I just would have treated the cat differently.

I believe in bringing out the best in animals and people rather than hurting, harming, or trying to control them.

No, it is not a positive experience for me to turn me into a pot-bellied pig because of the President and Vice President of The United States.  It is used to keep me from his shoulder and no other reason.

Now, a theory for anyone interested.  If you look at fashion – do not look to me at the moment as my clothes are not my own currently – from the time of WWII.  Around 1940’s, I see such an extraordinary display of courage, depth of emotion, resilience, resistance to tyranny, and the absolute belief that good must win over evil.  I look at the cut of the cloth, the lines that drape the silhouette, the cloth used that is not disposable but will endure and last for years and years beyond the time of its trend and fashion, it is surprisingly romantic in its approach and reaction to the life everyone had to live as how many people sacrificed, went without, so that those fighting would have every chance at winning.

Do I believe that it was necessary to ration food – no.  Non.  The thinking behind it has no dollar amount.  To think that people not in the war needed a physical reminder of the effort – is beyond me.  It is illogical.  I liken it to bad parenting.  It is as if to say that people were not capable of reading and forming opinions of their own and creating their own effort of support.

Considering The Great Depression and its effect on the Global economy does not mean that people were no longer capable.  It is as if to say people were so unconcerned, it is as if to say that the government believed its constituents to be nothing more than children that needed nap-time, time-outs, and strict parenting.  When had the approach been one of earnest truth and sincerity – well, perhaps the war would have been won sooner.

To answer a question, I am simply not interested in spending the time it would take to scrap and razor off the privacy currently on my moon windows.  It is just not worth investing more time, money, and effort into a place that is not real and not my own.

To be understood, I had and have dropped more than a 100 pounds, of course I wanted a beautiful man who wanted me so much he couldn’t stop touching me, and it was nothing more than passion and desire.  I never wanted a two party, two-person system.  Nobody would want that.  I wanted to be loved for real.  I want to be loved for real.

Let me remind you if I was able to write about my cats for real as stories where their character was revealed rather than describing their attributes, Barney would be one of the most revered and loved characters of all time.  Barney is one of those characters you read about and live within you the rest of your days.  Barney is one of those people you might meet in life that allow the world to be a better place.  If only I could write him, you would see.