Slip Of The Tongue

Have you ever had anyone copy or mimic a behavior you’ve done before?

I don’t have to be careful.

I don’t have to hide any secrets.

I don’t have to play along anymore.

I don’t have to pretend I understand anymore.

I was dating this man once even though in my gut I knew there was something that was not right, my brain was trying to comprehend and understand.

I was trying so hard to seduce him.  Because I wanted to seduce him, to tease him, to make him want me, to make him want to seduce me and take me to bed.

Perfectly normal, right?!  To want to find the one thing or trigger that could annihilate all social graces and make a man want to take you straight to bed.

I found that if I playfully licked my lips – ever so – he found it exciting.  I mean, it was just he and I in the room, right?!

Nothing harmful.  Just a man and a woman talking to each other – so to speak.

Unfortunately for me, that is all I see anymore is men and women sticking their tongues out as if they were in the room as well, mirroring me.  I was ok went it was he and I, but not when every single person I see does it.  Horrifying to see a private and personal experience repeated and displayed.  Especially, when I never gave my permission or consented to the experience being public.

What I realize now is that man was hiding behind another man.  I guess that’s why I was trying so hard because he wasn’t even there in the room with me.  Fucking actors, man!

Well, that’s long over now.

I am telling the story because if I tell the story than no one else can harm me with it.

Author: Cherith Gjestland

READ AT YOUR OWN RISK, THIS IS INTENDED FOR GOD AND GOD ALONE TO READ! I PRAY TO GOD AND GOD ALONE! GOD IS MY HEAVENLY FATHER, I PRAY TO HIM FOR THERE IS MUCH TO FEAR - IN THE WORLD TODAY! THIS IS ONLY INTENDED FOR GOD AND GOD ALONE TO READ! FEAR GOD FOR HE IS MIGHTY AND THERE IS MUCH TO FEAR - THE WORLD IS IN TERRIBLE TROUBLE, I DO WHAT I CAN TO MAKE SURE THE WORLD WILL BE SAFE AND ALIVE, YET THERE ARE SOME THINGS I CANNOT DO, AND I CANNOT UNDO ONCE DONE! BELIEVE IN JESUS CHRIST AS YOUR PERSONAL SAVIOR AND ASK HIM INTO YOUR HEART, SO YOU WILL HAVE LIFE ETERNAL! IN ALL OTHER WAYS, I DO NOT SPEAK OR REFER OR TALK TO ANYONE HERE - OTHER THAN GOD, AND GOD ALONE! FEAR GOD! THERE IS MUCH TO FEAR IN THE WORLD TODAY! FEAR GOD! GOD IS IN CONTROL, AND GOD IS A CHAIN-BREAKER!

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