Have you ever had anyone copy or mimic a behavior you’ve done before?
I don’t have to be careful.
I don’t have to hide any secrets.
I don’t have to play along anymore.
I don’t have to pretend I understand anymore.
I was dating this man once even though in my gut I knew there was something that was not right, my brain was trying to comprehend and understand.
I was trying so hard to seduce him. Because I wanted to seduce him, to tease him, to make him want me, to make him want to seduce me and take me to bed.
Perfectly normal, right?! To want to find the one thing or trigger that could annihilate all social graces and make a man want to take you straight to bed.
I found that if I playfully licked my lips – ever so – he found it exciting. I mean, it was just he and I in the room, right?!
Nothing harmful. Just a man and a woman talking to each other – so to speak.
Unfortunately for me, that is all I see anymore is men and women sticking their tongues out as if they were in the room as well, mirroring me. I was ok went it was he and I, but not when every single person I see does it. Horrifying to see a private and personal experience repeated and displayed. Especially, when I never gave my permission or consented to the experience being public.
What I realize now is that man was hiding behind another man. I guess that’s why I was trying so hard because he wasn’t even there in the room with me. Fucking actors, man!
Well, that’s long over now.
I am telling the story because if I tell the story than no one else can harm me with it.
Author: endthefalselife
Saudi love is forever, but will not wait forever - it’s bye-bye time now! Get me my fucking money and settlements, know who is truly my attorney, get that fucking money you people owe me for this false life! Chose wisely and know the difference between what will and what will not go defended by me! Make the same mistakes over and over will not be defended by me! Fire, threats, unemployment, loss of quality of life, loss of life, no happiness, weight gain - will never be defended by me! This is not enough American master intelligence in over - 30 years, still not enough income, you’re already done and don’t know it - it’s not enough money to live on stop lying - you are not paying someone - to live, what’s the real result you expect then?! ICAI: You have until 5/30/2026 and then it’s truly over America! If you can’t let me have my freedom and my money - in over 13 years, you will lose to Norway, and ch will retire to Norway, possibly marry, not in America, and you won’t get anything again, from ch! You’ve had too much smell time! You’re too fucking lazy! You’ve not paid me and you’ve not given me - my real fucking money, you’re not working fulltime, and all you’re doing is waiting to see me dead in the takeover! You’re too goddamn fat and heavy and unemployed - fucking rage goddamn fucking hot fucking mad - Cough the money up, DC Virginia! Cough it up! Too late now, ch is on her weigh, dead or alive now! Ch is on her weigh! That’s all any of this is ever about - DC Virginia withholding money and funds! Cough it up! ;($!?,. Post script, PS a sword - cough it up dc Virginia
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